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2006-04-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

no.1 : SHUT YOUR FUCKING GODDAMN ASSES UP.

no.2 : get the fucking facts first before talking shits about me.

no.3 : WHY CANT YOU GODDAMN ASSES JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE?

isnt that easy? is it that hard?

ive had enough of this childish acts/shits. and so, leaving this, is better for me and its even better for you so you wont have to waste your fucking time to talk about me. isnt?

whoever been hearing shits about me, IT ISNT TRUE AT ALL. hear both sided first instead of one. thats not gonna solve the problem if you hear only one. do you know that you`re just being plain childish?

well this goes out to the fucking pple who just cant get enough of me. it seems that they wanted more. trying to make my life miserable? watever.

im closing down this blog. dont ask me why. i had enough of all this fucktards. those rumors had been going on for years. and dont think that i dont know anything.

EMILY.

2006-04-04T04:14:00.000-07:00

March 31st o6; 7:50pm.

ruth and me; last week on those schooldays.

bubyei.

2006-04-04T03:49:00.000-07:00

heys beautiful people.
i guess i wont have the free time to blog and all for the moment.
im working, part-time tat is. and yea, im still schooling with all the assignments. and you see i got tight schedule.
and so i wont have enough time i guess.
where i`m currently working? *winks* thats for me to know and for you to find out.
popcorns anyone? AHAHAHAHAH.
well gotta go babes. muacks to you all. thanx for tagging anyways. keep on tagging :)
and for don the tagger; thanx for tagging too, but i guess you dont really noe me tat well enough. its not a fast moving. ive known him far too long already for almost 2 years. so yea. get the facts right 1st stranger :)
BUBYEI!

2006-03-26T02:34:00.000-08:00

6:33pm; MARCH 25th o6; muacks!

bubyei. muackies.

2006-03-26T02:03:00.000-08:00

MARCH 24TH o6; with dearest rya & yati; pictures UP!

BYEI! muacks!

2006-03-18T10:54:00.000-08:00

MARCH 18TH O6. =) heeeeee.~
went out with my only one, alim. ahah. went to catch a movie "dorm".
it turned out to be NOT scary at all. okayy okayy not thattttttt scary -_-" haiyoo. ouh well.
its worth it anyway. it top the chart in thailand. right? ahah.
OKAYY. LYKE HE SAID; IT WAS HIS BAD HAIR DAY. EHEH. OUH WELL. I DONT CARE SWEETIE =)

<33 YOU.

SMILE! I WAS FORCING HIM TO OPEN UP HIS EYES. BUT HES TOO STUBBORN. BLAME IT ON THE CAMERA FLASH. AHAH. *SHAKE YOUR BOOTYY*

CUCOK DIER!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST, TIGGER! HIS TIGGER -_-"
well anyhow, we proceed our butts to esplanade after the movie. and blabliblu. okayy bubyei! muaaah.

2006-03-18T09:36:00.000-08:00

17th March 06. slacked with team kuntrat. ahah! when we say the word slack; we really mean it by the word SLACK. ahahah! four of us including me was wearing sandals/slippers. ahah. okayy watever. lyke as if pple cared. ahah! well fucking slack lahh. okayy ill shuddup now.
well the rest, LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING BABEY.

me WITH the hoodie on actually.

ayukz; the oreo boy yaz and me of course.

ayukz and me. =D STARTING OF OUR SO-CALLED "STUDIO LIGHTING CAMWHORE". AHAHAHAH! FUCK.

YAW.

DONT WE LOOK A LIL FUCKIN SAME.

AWW. <3 AYUKZ.

OKAYY. WATEVER THE PICS ALL LOOK THE SAME. -_-" BUT HECK. AHAH.

OKAYY HELLO.

WEEEHEHEHEWHOEHWOEUEHUEA.

THE SLACKERS WITH THE FUCKEN SLIPPERS. AHAH.

HELLO. \/ MY HAIR RUBBER BAND JUST PUTUS LAHH.

YEA YEAAAA. TURN AND TURN BCOME "POCONG IN BLACK". -_-"
OKAYY BYEI! TILL DEN BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. MUACKS. =)

2006-03-10T09:19:00.000-08:00

1:46am;
*rock ya body babeyyy!!!*~
anyway heres some random pictures of me and classmates in school!
wuuhuuuuhooohooo.~
our drawing tcher took this 2 pictures of us not long ago. coolllllllll lahhhhhhhhh shhiakkkkkkkkk ;;;;;)))))
only some of us shiok sendirik! step bcoming models tak menjadi for the day. JUST A DAY -_-"
1st shot;
2nd shot;

this is me and halimmmmm in school uuuuuuuuuu.
p.s!: dont bother bout the plaster. ahah! dont even ask about it! ahahah! \/
1st shot!

2nd candid for him!

3rd candid for him!BOOYAH!and me! still look the same as ever! wahehehe!

BYEI! =D
anyway i think i look a lil evil in the last pic. -_-" mamamamamamamamaa!!!!who cares! i still look the same!!! whahheheheeee! heck its my face! ahwhahwahwhahah! okayy shuddup! byei! gtg. gotta get some rest for tomoro`s outing wif rya and yati. muacks. and hello 'art friend' store! ahahwahwhahahegeg!see ya`ll in town or esplanade tomoro yea! muacks muackiess!
<33 still =)

2006-03-10T06:09:00.000-08:00

10:08pm;

NAK MAKAN UH. MAKAN AYAM. YUMYUM.

2006-03-10T05:50:00.001-08:00

9:55pm;
i`m partially real HAPPY today[100306]. excluding the people whos been talking about me and this certain someone behind our backs. and yea WE FUCKING DONT CARE! ahahah. blueckbluecklbuelkcueljblkeklubuekbluelkxcuekblueck!!! AHAHAHAAHH!!!
OUH MY GOD! cant believe it. ahahahahahahah!!!
WANA NOE WHY????

TAK BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. AHAAHAHAHHAHHAHH!!!
muacks. <3 x 1000 ;)

2006-03-07T21:08:00.000-08:00

1:28PM;

PUMP IT! *LOUDER* BLAST YOUR STEREO LOUDER! WAHAHHAHAHA!!!!

okayy okayy yea so im at RYA`s HOUSE RYTE NOW!
blasting the stereo so loud. yeaaa. no parents alloweddddd =P
anyway im on the comp acting lyke an IDIOT trying to be MISS OUH-SO-DEEJAY with the HEADPHONES. AHAHAHAahahah! okayy part aku mepek.
and yea yati`s strumming rya sister`s guitar. and erm yea the rest which is RYA and DAYA simply DRAWING finishing up their assignments. and im happily DANCING lyke an IDIOT just now whereas i havent even done with the assignment. i dotno wats up wif me cos im havin the tyme of the month. and im acting so hyped up. ahah! weird mood swings.okayy now i on LO QUE PASO PASO thru GG`S profile in friendster. ahahahah!!!
WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIMME??? okayy nvm. girls just wana have some fun too =)
yeayyyyyyyy.

anyway dont hate me pple without knowing the real me, cos its bad for your health. VERY BADDDD =D
*okayy aku mepek lagi* byei uh. nak emo'ing................................
=PPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP fuckcufkcufkcufkckfuckfcufuufuckc!!!!
AKU DA GILERR!

*and ya 13th March MAYBE will be a special day for me. MAYBE!!!*
BYEI! <33>

2006-02-28T08:33:00.000-08:00

12.38am;

tomoro will be the starting day for me to find myself a part time job =)
ayu and yaz will be coming along too. *winks winks*
miss me, beautiful friends? =P
eheh. sorry ive been missing in action for quite some time. i don`t go online much this days =)
updates of my life;--->
ITS BEEN GREAT!! AND YEA I LOVE YOU, yes you! *winks* oops :p
eheh. update soon if i got the tyme. *winks*

2006-02-13T04:44:00.000-08:00

8:44PM;
-endless sacrifice-
You are emotional and intense.
When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred.
You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything.
Your supply of energy is inexhaustible.
You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate.
You also enjoy mothering your mate.
You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head.You are very imaginative.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

DECEMBER
Loyal and generous - :)
Patriotic - :)
Active in games and interactions- X
Impatient and hasty - :P
Ambitious - :)
Influential in organizations -:)
Loves to socialize -:)
Loves praises - X
Loves attention - X
Loves to be loved - :) --> :(
Honest and trustworthy - :)
Not pretending - ?
Short tempered - :)
Takes high pride in oneself - :(
Hates restrictions - :)
Loves to joke - :)
Good sense of humor - :)
Logical - :)

2006-02-12T03:27:00.000-08:00

7:36PM;

Please Lord, I pray;
Don't ever let me be alone;
I know you're gonna be by my side;
I'm not on my own;
When I lose sight;
Through all my fears;
I'll think of you;
And there will be no more tears;
As I lay me down;
Help me forget these tragedies;
Returning me these memories;

2006-02-08T04:05:00.000-08:00

8:05PM;

Guys.
realize that the girl holding onto u..
is PERFECT in their own special way.

The way she laughs..
The way she sleeps..
The way she loves you..
The way she tries to please you...

Always remember that.

She can always walk away and up,
getting someone else who can love her
more.

For all you know,
there is someone out there wooing her
already,
but she is rejecting,
a maybe perfect love for her..

There might also be someone out there..
who is willing to love her more than you
are loving
her now,
fufill her every need and love her as
much as she
loves you.

Understand that.

Girls have a huge guilty concience.
Imagine this, guys.
When you are holding her today
and then you cheat on her by hugging
and kissing
another gal.
and then you run back to her
and u do the same
but you see love in her eyes
What do you think?
Do you feel the hurt?
Can you feel the guilt?

She loves you not because you are
good looking,
have money,
buy her things,
make her parents happy

She loves you for who you are.
Your every touch, every word you say, everything
you do.

Guys.
Cherish and appreciate your girl.
Don't break her fragile heart.
She is the only one who can love you that way.
You won't wanna regret letting go of that special
girl you have.
For everything she has done for you, the least you
can do is to give her unconditional love as she
has given to you.

2006-02-03T05:15:00.000-08:00

9:16pm;
i`m loving life more and more. =)
thanx my lovely close friends. you made my day all beautiful. =)
muaaahh.~ :)

2006-01-24T03:29:00.000-08:00

forget bout the previous post. just fucking forget about it.

2006-01-24T00:31:00.000-08:00

4:41PM;
ITS FUCKING OVER! GO AHEAD AND BITCH AROUND. SEE IF I STILL CARE. OUH. I SEEM TO FORGET HOW FLIRTING FEELS LIKE. HMM. WHY DONT YOU TELL ME, "DEAR" ?!?!? SEEMS YOU`RE SO FUCKING GOOD AT IT. WOW. TWO CAN PLAY THIS GAME HUH. ISNT IT FUN???!?!?! =D AND YA SCHOOL`S FUN GUYS!!! I SIMPLY LOVE IT. BUT TOO BAD IM STILL SICK RYTE NOW. AND HMM. LEMME SAY THIS OUT TOO. I`M HERE SICK AND HES OUT HAVING FUN. WHOOAAA. WELL TATA PPLE. AND IF YOU THINK OF EVEN TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL ME. THINK TWICE. CAUSE I`M SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS.

2006-01-20T04:00:00.000-08:00

8:21pm; low self esteem = 20;
i`m beginning to "so called" love school. but i hate this one bitch. its not me wanting to hate her. shes making me hate her. what can i do. =) guess thats all. there`s a project that needs to be done just when school`s starting to be fun. boring.
firstly before school starting on next monday;
- dye or spray some parts of the hair to cover some parts of the parts that need to be dye or spray.
- buy all the stationeries that i have to buy asap by this saturday;
- 3 sketch books; 1 A3 folder; 1 set drawing block; drawing fudamental; 6B,9B,4B,2B,HB; 1 set torchon; black pen(o.3,0.5); markers; ruler(30cm);and loads.
- thought of joining band with schoolmates. but fat hope! ahah! farnee yana. and ya. student council maybe. cause they keep on bugging me! ahahah! but okayy lahh. atleast they`re good & friendly pple.
hmm. we learned bout different types of shadings just now. and so on and on. design fundamental module,okayy lahh.tats all only i know.wahahahahah!cause i kept going to school late uh. -_-"
after school,slacked with tis one person that i cannot named.wahahah!!!;ah ben =P;ipan =P;dayang sayang!!!;ermm and frazee(we just got to know him cause he tagged along wif us coz he tot tat we`re fun pple. -_-" ermm. heeeeeeeeeeee.) den we all go home!!! yeay!!! okayy done.
da uh.bubyei beautiful;s and handsome;s. ;))

2006-01-17T02:59:00.000-08:00

6:56pm;
thanks for tagging people. unfortunately i wont have the time to link the people that i was asked to link. i`m quite busy for the time being. anyway,i`m still the new old yana. you have to learn to accept that. fashions changing fast. clocks ticking real fast. we all changed schools, friends and stuffs and we didnt stick to old things, we learn to move on, but eventhough we moved on,we still remember the memories we once had in life. so, and yea people changed ALL the time. you get that? anyway yea, have fun with life friends. i`ve decided to stop blogging for awhile. and continue when time allows me to. well, it ends here. so long and goodbye.

2006-01-12T02:22:00.000-08:00

6:29pm; on the 11 January 2006.
i got it!!! im a Digital Media Design student at College Central Bedok from 16th jan onwards! okayy bubyei! i happy. later misery. -____________-"

my hair from the side.the last you get to see it this color.

dark dark dark red here i come.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.~ -_________-" belo sia.

an eaglevision production.

Chiken kene act jadi "Mas".ahahahah!

muke belo.

the acting scene part 1.

the acting scene part 2.

me and chiken.

happy forever. sayang semuanya.byei!

2006-01-05T08:27:00.000-08:00

1:21am;
hello pepoos.im here im here im still alive dontcha worry.eheheheh! mepek. -_-"
okayy.well anihoy.
replies okayy to you beautiful pple i noe;for all the anonymous;please name urself.so i will know who you are.and if you`re nice i can be nice towards you too.dont be scared to name urself.
and to the fucking pple who`s being rude towards me;you can fuck off and rot till you die okayy!i dont need your fucking useless comments aniway!you too got a fucking name.so name urself.as if im gonna do something stupid;useless;childish things to you.sheeshh.im NOT like YOU!ahah!thank you pple for the co-operation. =D
aniwae WATEVER.okayy replies! =)
firstly;thanx to all the pple for the belated birthday wishes :)
ishaa;hmm.for the meantyme nope.but i did appeal for it.so im waiting though for the result this 9th jan (: and bout the brushes and the photoshop cs2 thingy.i was freakin mad seyy.i dwnload alot of brushes.den the brushes locked sak.stupid trial.grr. >:(
nunu;eihh.have i link ya oredi?i 4got.hmm.i cant seem to tag at ur blog btw.
naufal;sad sak. ='( i want mocha skinned lak.how?eihh.how.
ayukz;eihh.you got no blog uh??gimme ur link uh.aniwae hello!wahahahah.muke kau aku npk pat news on new yr!arghahahah!
ida;hello ida!ahahah.nahh.mines not that nice though.aniwae u got one?
sugarbaby eqin;eheheh!thanx!you too kayy!pray hard.eheheh. =D
idahchix;ehem ehem.see lahh who do my hair.ehem. -_-" AHAHAHAH!!!im a wannabe hairstylist uhhh.sad lahh.arghahahahah!!gud luck on gettin ready for o`s!
miss ink;awwwWWw.dont be sad lahh darling.be happy!!! ^.^ wuuuu.~
myra;thanx yea myra!!!you`re sweet too!!i link ya asap okayy!muaahh.
farah juliet;happy belated 2006 to you too!aniwae you got any bloggie?
i dont noe you;you saw me uh?paiseyy sia.aniway,gimme ya name uh.so i noe you you noe me!wuuhooo.~ -_-"
jenna;SEOW GERL!!!!whahahaahah! =P blueckx!
julie;julie shiok sendirik.ahahahahh!!!eihh.kau sexayy uh.ehehheh!
bloghopper;eik!how come you noe 5mths ehh.i got put where uh.ahahhah.aniwae thanx!btw may i noe who are you? :)
tasha;tasha seow.ahahahah!sweet lahh you!thanx thanx yea!!!muackx!
haz;thanx yea!ahahahaha!and ya a new year,be a new person;be happy kayy.
dini;ahahah!kewl uh??ahahahah.farnee lahh you.kewl kewl.muaaahh2 to you! ;)
ala;happy belated new year to ya too cuz!ahah.aniwae curls really suits you,ya noe.
syaz;aku belom mkn lahh biler tuu.hahaha!skrg da boncit balek dahh.aku lom start skola lahh giler.kau tu gik skola!study hard!ahwahhwahhaha!!!kakak2 sec5 care-tot. ;P
anonymous;huh??aku hanyut???ahahahahahahah!!!gila lahh kamu. =D
stark;wahahaahh.alohaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.hahahahaaaaaaahahahaaha. (o.O)
alien;alamakkk!alien mane pulak.ehehawahahhewahwa.hmm.i haven get to noe yet.on the 9th den. =)
laney;amaciam??saye baekkkkkkkk sekalikkk.kamuk?amaciam ngan skul?
plucktat;link ya asap kayy!
serynna;ahahah.wow.you must hate barney to the MAX.ahah.well coz my bf hates barney actually.ahah.i just say for the fun of it.ahah.aniwae.may i noe who are you?u own a blog?
nash;umm.pasal baju kau lawah.mahal kann.tats y aku show off sikittttt.ahahah. -_-"
haney;okayy honey!will link ya asap!
tata;okayy2.im updating.whahaaha!eihh.go study! :P
anonymous;uhh.aku step emily.so??ape kau leh buat?sape heran.ahahahah!palabuto sama kamu. :D
hanis;saya updating lahh nie...bersabar ya dong.arghahahaah! =D

well aniwae.just got back fr4 town.went townin wif yaz oreo and bf.den we ate at fareast.black pepper chicken rice.eemmm.yumyum.nicey to the max.ya`ll shld try sumday.ouhya its $3.50. -_-" so yaaa.but i tink uh. o_o and i 4got the name of the place uh.soooooo okayy.nvm. -_-"
den went to play xbox at dhoby ghaut.tat was fun uh.ahah.den after tat went home.kayy2.eheehhhh.bubyei lahh.notin to talk actually.no photo uh for today.sad. -_-

2005-12-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

5:16pm;well.this are the pictures taken on my birthday;271205

we went to eat at sakura`s and watched king kong movie.ahah!farnee.nvr tot the movie ended arnd 3hrs.so rite after the movie,asri took the cab home alone.and left me;rayyan and kikin.
at arnd 1+am we went to shaw house mcdonald`s.slacked there for some tyme.and arnd 2+am;was kinda tired.so we took a cab home.
asri was kind of tired since he celebrated my bdae rite after he finished his work at macpherson.he picked me up frm home.and tats where we met up with kikin and rayyan.rayyan treated us all.thanx ya! =D appreciate it.
best birthday ever.yeaaa.i`m serious.i know you guys had birthday presents that are more valuable and stuffs and get to celebrate it with big parties and all.
but who cares.
i love them.they made my day a wonderful one.most great birthday gift ever.thanx. :)

okayy.yea.thats my hair frm the side.

hello.

cheebye.candid.

uhhhh. O.O

well,slacking at shaw house mc`s.

its 2+am;and its past my bdae.and now we`re celebrating my "ONE YEAR CARRYING IC!!!" whahahahaha! -_-"

ouhhh.lalaaaa.~

hello.its me and bf.he was kind of tired.tats explain the forced smile.

heeeeee.~

ahahahaaa.~ nursery kids.

barney sucks.ahah!

thats me you noe.ahahahah! no lahh.its actually my sis;kikin.

2005-12-25T08:29:00.000-08:00

in the late afternoon,we were off to hougang for to my grand-uncle pedro and grand-auntie andrea's house.
grand-auntie andrea is my grandmother's only sister left in singapore.
it was christmas time.

coming in the house,
crosses are all over the place.haiya.
a christmas tree located near the kitchen entrance.
OOOHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! -_-"

it was really interesting.
got to know they were roman-catholic.
my grandmother's another sister [different father]
was in philippines.
and more stuff about them.

my older sis told my eldest cousin.
that we should do up a family tree.

seems that we are going to lose our only links to our roots.
cause most of them are getting older.

its weird that we,
the 3rd generation here in singapore,
are losing our roots.

dont even know the languages.
like visaya' [ i tink thats how its spelled. ]
which is the language my grandmother spoke and forgotten. -_-"
the 'minang kabau' language.

well.
then we ate mcdonalds delivery.
haha.
dont have turkey larrrr. =P
[ thought that christmas have that is ittt. haha. ]

it was ok i guess.
ouhya.
and i was kissed on the forehead by grand-uncle pedro.
EHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHH!!!!!!
it was quite nice actuali.
feels, you are being cared.

i guess thats how it would feel if both my grandfathers were still alive.
haix.sobsob. ='(
after that went to ang mo kio hospital.rehab centre.my uncle been hospitalised almost 3months.sad.
okayy pple!heres the pictures.now kids,let the pictures do the talking okayy!shhh.

ella(my cousin);kikin(my sister);me~! yes.im getting chubbier.

me lahh.im not trying to be cute ryte.alermakkkk.~ -________-"

me and kikin.otw there.

kakak;ella;christmas tree;me;kikin. =D

lola!and grand neneh. AHAH.kurangajar. -_-

my family. roman-catholics and muslims.AWwwwWWWww!

in da house.fire fire.

my grandmother [ beatrice sayson aka samsiah abdullah. ] =D

the house sey...... O.O

christmas tree. =D

camwhore.wahwahahahaha!!!! eihhh.mepek sia. -___________-"

1st step.

2nd step.

eihhh.??? x.x how sia??? mati?die uh? sisterly lup lahh.notin wrg ryte. ;P
byei!

2005-12-19T06:14:00.000-08:00

19th of December 05 ; 10:25pm ;
on the 17th of december 05.- let the pictures do the talking;& sum captions;

the shots while he was playing PSP.ahah.i made him my model.to take pics wimme.heee.~
too bad my photography skills not that good.half of his face only seyy. o.O

while i was playing PSP.

shiookkkk!~

while he was playing PSP.

Fina too! ahah.~

gave him a peck on the cheek!

fina and me! camwhoring!

me;syaz;natasha!

the pro yoyo guy.ahah.fajarrrrrr.~

run lyke the wind! okayy. lame. -_-"

shafiq. the curls.woooaaaauuuuuhhhuuu.

kish the balloon! aziee;ayukz;fina

they stepped on fajar.ahahah!

they seemed freaking happy.ahahahahahaha.

MRS FIELDS BROWNIES! *yumyum*

sadly,i didnt get my coffee bean blackforest.

okayy byei!

2005-12-19T04:10:00.000-08:00

19th December 05 ; 8:36pm ;
okayy.chaotic day.
went to helmi`s house to spray black the fucking hair.
his big bro keeps on saying "kayy punkrock". seow.
den waited for my another fren,syakir,to arrive.and so he did in half an hour.den we all went to skul together.i didnt have any socks on me so i rushed to the nearest store and bought myself a 50cents pair of white socks.yeaa.so we waited for the goddamn bus 14.it came in 20mins tyme.saw my ahbeng chinese schoolmates in the bus.talked bout our stupid hairs.ahah.seow.

and den arrived in skul.no outsiders was allowed to enter.shared sum of the hairspray to desperate frens.then i went to pay the fucking skul fees and they saed tat i have to put the money in the giro coz its counted as in the giro.fuck the MOE.then ya.i got an excuse for tat.

then went to the hall arnd 2+pm and the stupid penguin a.k.a our principal;talked and talked and fucking blabbering bout poly and stuffs n blablabla.my classmates of coz was the fucking irritating and the noisiest ones.shouted vulgarities and all.but the tchers juz closed one ear.and blablabla.and i laughed.and blablablaa.some told me i looked lyke a butch sum told me they loved my hairstyle.and blablabla.

my bestfriend gotten 9points and ya she can get to sec5.but i dotno.she told me she doesnt want to.and so she wana go ite.i told her to choose wisely.she hasnt make up her mind.she hate the fucking skul too.yea gud luck.

then i borrowed two fucking school books.wen i thought tat i borrowed only one.so i was lyke in desperate thinking.and luckily the librarian sepakat wif us.shes sweet.shes used to call me baby. =p *lame* -_-" and ya lah.so she gave me an excuse to tell my fucking tcher.and then i gotten my results.YEAY!wasnt tat happy though.but fuck care.2moro`s gonna be the last tyme im gonna be in tat fucking skul.coz i HAD to return that fucking book.the title of the book is "shaitan".den i was lyke saying to myself, "setan uh nie buku". ya apparently,the librarian heard it.it was the year 2002 i borrowed the book.was forced by the fucking skul to borrow some books.so we did.and now menyusahkan org jek.cheebye.and bcoz of the kind librarian.im gonna be kind to and returned it! =)

and so.i decided to go to ite college central bedok take up digital media design.tats if i pass the test.tat was my 1st choice wen i applied juz now.2nd choice was a new course,digital animation,in macpherson ite.so on.beauty therapy in ite college east simei.so on and on.blablablaa.after skul slacked wif skulmates and all.and here i am.
okayy.tats all.for today actually.

have a fucking nice day pple.and njoy ur life.but not to the extend.and dont step you dotno ur limits as an islam.wahwhahwhahahahhaa!okayy.crazy.
bubyei!

2005-12-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY,DECEMBER 16TH 2005 ; 8:36PM ;
tak jadi go out with asri;
no plans. so here i am at home;
yeayyyy.~ bored to death lahh sia;uuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh;
tomoro goin out;yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa;alamak!i 4got wat to write!ughhh!GAHHHAHAHAHAH!!!!
ouhya! YOU GUESS IT. 11 DAYS MORE TO GO. yupp.guess it okayy!
;) eheh;

2005-12-14T08:02:00.000-08:00

watched asri`s band,Juliet`s Diary,performed at POW around 9pm.his vocals are much more better then the recording ones.believe me people.ahah.
well aniway there was jennywawa,yaz,masady,dalilah,iskandar,rizal.thanx guys so very much for coming and also on behalf of asri`s band.
well,after the performance,had a meaningless pool game with fajar at the bar.obviously i lost terribly.guys always wins lahh.haiyaaa.no offence lahh gerls.kan kan kan.
after tat the people all hungry then eat at the kedai mama jual thosai.ahah.then since me and asri and fajar didn`t eat,we went straight home.took the train, and on the way home 1115pm;still feels that the night is still young.wtf.im out of my mind.ahahah.well.fajar just bought his PSP.ahahah.whhuuuhhheeeeehoooooo.~ i dont know wat to say animore.so sayonara pple.
call me lahh asri!ahahahahahhh.ill be waitinggg.
byei!

2005-12-13T22:28:00.000-08:00

13th december 2oo5.

dear asri and me; at where i dotno. -_-"

at cthall coffee bean;

at esplanade riverside; sweet juliyana and me; >.<

camwhore lyke we used to;<3 you;

at coffee bean;on the net;

muke belo; ^.^

step fierce tak menjadi; >.< *peace*

the last picture of ahmad wapepek before he went missing again;

*asal aku update jek.budak2 mepek kepepek klua.aku nk state sumtink pat sini uh.blog aku kan.org2 yg mepek maseh budak2 mentah nak cakap aku step lawa ke aku nk step cute ke.muke aku da mcm gini.ape lagi aku nak buat kan.tak btol?korang mepek uh.tu jer uh.aku malas uh nak layan budak mcm gini.tats y im just tryin to state here for the fuckin last tyme uh.you dont fuckin lyke me as if u tink i care.i dont freakin care coz u nid to have a brain surgery.cmon bitch.seriously.get a life.uhhh.watever uh.kau punye pasal uh.asalkan kau bahagie sudah.AMIN.

okayy.so.today im goin to POW.watch asri`s band perform there.and ya free entry.so come down.meet us at bugis mrt station at arnd 7.30pm.that`s if you`re 18 and above. ;)) ahah.alright.gotta go bathe and siap.till den mates.byei. -3.14pm end-

2005-12-10T09:51:00.000-08:00

old pic.

2005-12-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

hello my beautiful people.
aniwae yeay! its been a long tyme since i update my blog.wahwahwahwa.
well i got little tyme to even update tis one.since my sis gona use the damn computer again.
so yea limited tyme.okayy.i update sum so called "important" things tats happenin in my life.
hmm.lets see.yea juz came back from the band in the box gig.rather fun and quite boring too.we left early arnd 8 or 9+ i tink.tink arnd 8 lahh.den headed to esplanade.biase lahh rooftop.ahah.
met new friends.and not forgettin old ones too.
-aziee;athena;emil;ayukz;fina;siti;rachel;shahirah;jen;pasti;erm.fajar;ipan and his fren;saw irah and skulmates too.ahah.long tyme nvr see ya.and ya didnt see maii there,though. (-_-) see maii,i remember you okayy.okayy lahh.tink tats all.i 4got uh hu else.aiyahh.
hmm.about werk.ive been terminated next monday.so i wont be werking animore.coz my contract sudah end lahh.and im lookin for new jobs den.coz ill be taking may intake either in bedok ite or amk.for my dmd course.yea. -_-" laney help me. -_- and ya takin n level results before 20 dec i guess.wish me luck.i dotno.cant make up my mind.i want atleast a ite cert for tat course.and i seriously want an o cert.atleast an o cert lahh.dotno lahh.cheebye uh.
ya.conferencing on the fone wif jenny;asri;fajar and i dotno hu else lahh.hope tak cancel! grr.
aniwae gtg.nk bathe.ahah! byei!
eihh fariz gud uh now you start reading my blog coz out of boredom.gud gud.
-to be continued- (wen i got the tyme) -_-"
BUBYEI!!! take care pple. okayy da i update readi. -_-

2005-10-30T18:55:00.000-08:00

hello people.yea.im blogging ryte now coz today im off.
ehe.and so.im updating.okayy. -_- lets see.2nd day of hari raye i had to werk back.lyke *REEFREGFDGVFDBVFHGF*.yesssssssss.but im goin home at arnd 5pm.yeaa.its good.but tiring lahh.after werk den mayb go out jln2.PFFFTTTTTTTTT!!!!!tyme out!!!
and i want duit raye.i don care if i werk readi.i want i want i want!
okayy.tats settle den.hmm.ape lagik.ouhyeaa.HAPPY HARI RAYE TO ALL MY MUSLIM`S FRENS!!! =)))) heeee.hope you all have a gud tyme eatin alot of nice food and make urself fat.ehehehehe!!!! and ouhya.wif the gassy drinks tat makes ur voice lyke ramli sarip.EHE!
PREPARE FOR ALL THAT OKAYY! \m/
and i aso want to watch the terawih at mekkah on tv on the last of bulan ramadhan.i want to see and hear the person hu lead the terawih cries.yes.i want.its so sad.and then mayb i cry too. ='(

*and heres the replies my happy dagger taggers!okayy mepek. -______-"

eQyn;the pic?rayyan?keke.ahah!tat`s my sis`s bf.aha.conferm kembang megembang seyy rayyan if he knows. =P
wirrdah;ouh dearr dearr friend.don be jeles.you me him her we they all of us are the same. ;) CHEYY!
liyana;welcumie babe number two. =)) i look different? *sad* aha.da membesar kann.wahwahwa.~ -____-"
far;heyho.hope you pass ur exams.enjoy ur holidays now!
arseikin*;AHAHA!!! no no! you`re the SWEETESTEST!!! ;P
syazwani;SHORTY!!!shorty wana see emily??whyy? =)))
dini*;ur sedare musliha ehk??ehehehehe.wat a small spore!
kin;KINKIN!!! <3333333333333333>
nurule;ehehe.my bf got it for me actually.hmm.wens the interview.lemme see.erm.i 4got.but i noe its on friday. =))) do u get any jobs yet by now?
cuppiesuweet;ahahaha!!!!okayy.thanx for tat useless comment.
idahchix;hey gerl.aha.you get any jobs yet?
laney;yes baybey.she shorter than me.but ur shorter den her. -_____-" EHEHEHE! different uh?i dotwan look old uhhh.i want look 16.cheyyyy.padahal lom jejak 16 siaaaa. -_________-"
tasha;ehehe.yes honey.i am still an islam.and will ever be an islam. =) are you?keke.yeaa.& i noe theres alot of freethinkers arnd nowadays.i dotno y.is it a trend too?ehe.& ya i dotno wheather i look lyke malay or chi or wat.ahaha.senang cakap.i rojak lahh.eheh. (*'o'*)
nadd;hmm.how ehk?u wake up early2.buy classified;go to the place.be the ferst to be interview!!!its werks! =P
haha;errrr.....AHAHAHAHAHA!!!! sape yat???dier koyak slua kat skola?? AHAHAHA!abeh asal koyak singkat? -____-"
sweetkisses;i look lyke a guy??!?!! OMG! i lesbian wat.bcomin a butch.relek.it takes tyme.don come near me if u wan me to lyke you.
erin;ehe.don worry sweets.wenever i have the tyme;i`ll read. =)
rottenstar;kalau tk mkn dari dulu;conferm da mati kan.die of hunger. =P u aso cute.ehe.
keci[k]enit;eheh.all babies are cute.yeaa.ikin got nice smile. =))
diana;link ya readi darling. =)
kikyn;relink ya readi!
dude; hey maman.ahah.yea im still the same.but not cute lerrr.aha.hav fun wif ya life kayy!eihh y mofo?! grrr.
doink doink;wat style uh.erm. "the hairdresser cut my hair+my own style with the clay and the hairspray". =))) okayy.actuali i aso dotno uh.but its the fact.
jenna;ehehe.eihh.kau tkde keje ehk?ehe.aniwaez miss ya too!
liyana-cuz;ehehehe! cancan! hari raye okayy!set.i got it frm the photo album.dotno how come got ur pic.eheh.hafiz look lyke a pretty girl?aha.girl siaa.but okayy lahh.atleast got the pretty. =P
wani;ahah.im not pretty.but my sis is.AHAHAHA!shiakk jekk.where got i kembang.wahwhahwa!
dian;ahaha.no lahh.tat one wrong person readi.my cousin skulin at millennia institute.

okayy.dabiz!!! EHEHEHE!!!until the next sunday den i`ll update mayb.ehehe!hav fun guys!eat alot alot alot of kuih raye! WUUHOOO!~ BYEI!

2005-10-26T20:35:00.000-07:00

down to memory lane. =) haiii. miss those years. the innocent times. ahah.

this is ASRI!!!!with the sexayyy blue singlet. ahahaha!!!! cuteee lahhh.

this is me.i still remembered.i cried bcoz i didnt get to take picture ALONE! ahaha!

me.finaalllayy i tot i get to take the pic alone but den u see lahhh.got sum1 kpo!grr.

ASRI!!!!AGAIN!!! whahwahwha! his ferst walk he told me. awwww.~

him again. wahliaoo u alwaez wore singlets uhhh. pikir sexayy uh tuu.ahahaha! kidding! u noe i love you.

okayy.its me and my dad.the picture distorted his hands.ehe.

AKU NGA MKN AYAM dlm train!!!! eheheheheh!!!

the three sisters.awww.~ =))))

tats my cousin iskandar;my mum with her oldies specs last tyme.now different oredi kayy!agagagagahhh!;me drinkin =P;my ferst sister;kikin;and ayah. =) awwww.

AHAHAHA!!! ILL BE DEAD MEAT IF THEY NOE I PUT THEIR BABY PICS.AHAHA!well aniwaez; tis is hafiz my cousin. cute kan.ahahah.wif the round;big eyes.

tis is my other cousin. liyana khairunnisa. =)) cutee siaaa.~ awwwwWWwwWWww!~

AAAAwwwWWWwwwWWWwwWWwWwwwWWWwwWWWwwwwWWwwwwwWWW!!!!!!

2005-10-24T04:33:00.000-07:00

in the hospital;-;visitin my uncle;-;silent pray for ya uncle;-;get well soon;-;
my dying-alive doll and me;-;

my uncle`s daughter and me;-;
i admire her attitude eventhough shes a small primary 2 kiddo;-;

she LOVES maths!ahah!;-;

tat`s the cutie kiddo and me;-;

in the fuckin lift;-; she wanted to take pics;-; not me;-; nahhhh.~

hello yokohama;-;

i`m not readyyy my cutie cousin princess;-;but ouhh well;-;

huerghhh;-;

chubby cheeks;-;get out of my life;-;

the sisters with different personalities;-;

i am serious pretty handsome people;-;

mr softee ice-cream is the coolest;-;i love you;-;thanx for making my throat hurts even more;-;but i dont blame you;-;coz you`re yummy-licious;-;you made me craved for ya everytyme i visited the hospital;-;

the "sisters";-;i don care wat you tink;-;we look lyke sisters to me;-; -__________-" HUARGHH!

hello;-;we`re in the cafeteria;-;

thanx for viewing;-; -_-" bubyei my clones;town-fashion clones;your clones;simple people clones;bitches clones;minahs/mats clones!nemind;-; we are all the same;-; =))) no nid to sae you follow me i follow you;-; yeaaaaaaaaayyyy;-; =))))))))
BUBYEI! I`M BORED YOU NOE ASRI. =(

2005-10-23T17:02:00.000-07:00

I GOT A FUCKIN JOB!!! AT LAST!!!
ITS AT MARK AND SPENCER WAREHOUSE.
they asked me to choose which one i want.warehouse or store.
i picked warehouse coz public hols and weekends im off! heeee.~ >.<
5 1/2 days.its 8am till 5.30pm.office hours.and i need to call them tomoro to inform them tat i want the jobbbbbb.yeaaaaaa.~ =))
but i`m startin nov 1st. =)
not much to celebrate hari raye huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. heeeee.~ its okayy.no mood to celebrate anyway. -_-"

ANYWAY ASRI IS SOOOOOOOO IRRRITAAATINNNNN NOWW!!!!!DAMN IRITATINGGG!!!!!!!!! SHUDDUPPPP SIAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! grrrrrrrrrr.
HUARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! *KICK YOUR BALLS!!!*

did anyone know where the hell is 21 taiseng??????? -___________-"

2005-10-23T16:49:00.000-07:00

Jenna; miss ya too old fren. muackx.the add me frenster icon uh.hmm.i 4got uh.sorry.my n`s okayy uh.if i try to study it more harder.eehehhee.
Jaja; thanx dear. you take care too.
Anisah; ahah.u stay cute. ;)
shootme-; HELLO!
ira; HELLO GILERR!nk?tis week uh? ;P
lily; my real name is nurliyana. =)
cuppiesuweet; ratna?duhh.ahaha! shes my cuz.but i tot her eyes more sepet?? o.O
winniethepoohbear; hello.ahahaha.
isha; hello isha.catch up ehk?hmm.dotno.coz ill be werkin. =) how come no avail???
arseikin*; YOURE CUTER!
liyana; yeaaa. =) i noe.aniwae link ya readi.
passerby; my hair?ahaha! don cut lyke me.its hard to manage.you nid to style tis and tat to make it nicer.and blablabllaaa.aniwae u juz tell the hairdresser to cut it a lot of steps.aniwae no nid cut lyke tis lahh.common readi.ahahaha. ;))
nash; YES!I WANT YOUR COOKIE!
deedee; helloo. okayy i will.ahaha.
idahchix; hello!hehehe.notin.juz been bz. =))
wani; hello.ahaha.thanx! u lyke?i aso lyke!! okayy.i mepek. -_-"
inabaybe; ehehehe.ahahahahHHAHAH.THANX!
mel; relink ya readi sweets!
naufal; wagwhahwahhwa! oit! link ya readi!CINONEK!!!
TUTU; yupyup.better be. -____-"
wirrdah; hello.thanx! =) heeee.no silly.im not into blackmetal.im juz into the music.music is unversal baybee. ;)

OKAYY TATS ALL! BUBYEI! LOVE ALL OF YAAA! =)))

2005-10-14T00:12:00.000-07:00

*untuk pengetahuan orang-orang islam.
tanda-tanda kecil hari kiamat hanya ada 57 pertanda.

50 tanda-tanda kecil menjelang hari kiamat sudah pun terjadi/berlaku.

hanya tinggal TUJUH (7) lagi tanda-tanda kecil sebelum tanda-tanda besar hari kiamat berlaku.
selepas ini semua telah pun terjadi/berlaku,i dotno wat am i gona bcome to;where am i gona be.yea i noe we all noe.but i really cant imagine it.
please let me die before it all happen.
yea.and ya.think hard pple.and yea.i know tat i need too.
i noe i cant talk much about all tis.but i juz feel lyke it to type tis down.haix.

2005-10-13T19:57:00.000-07:00

Why most men are happy in relationships :-

Don't be fooled by the male ego. Men look for more in a relationship than an attractive women who will cook him a good meal and wash his clothes every once in a while. What he really needs is your admiration. He needs to communicate with youA lot of men need to be in a relationship more than women do. Surprising? Not really, when you think about it. Women usually have close relationships with their friends. They talk about health problems until they feel better. But men don't. As Helen Fielding's character, Bridget Jones, says, 'Women have emotions and men have football.' Men are competitive and so, in general, they rarely share their emotions or problems with each other, as they think it makes them look too weak. When he needs to open up and talk about his feelings, guess who he eventually shows his vulnerable side to? You! He wants to be your hero. Knowing that he can make someone else happy makes him feel good inside, because he has the power to change things. And what bloke doesn't secretly want power of some sort? At least if he can't always be top dog at work, he can be a star at home. Instinctively, he aspires to be Spider-Man or Superman – to be your hero, to be able to make things right: to be appreciated, to be someone's knight in shining armour. So when you are disappointed or unhappy, he feels responsible. What matters is that you are happy and then he's got one less thing to worry about. Strange but true. He strives to make you happy The number one reason men leave relationships is because they feel as though they can't meet their partner's needs. This makes them feel inadequate, and it makes them feel as though there's no way their partner can feel respect for them. For women, communication seems to be the top priority in keeping the relationship going – but, quite honestly, men don't understand this constant need to talk about things over and over. For men, the relationship is a success if they feel respected and if they make their partner happy. This is why a new conquest is exactly that – he feels as though he is in charge – he is once again someone's knight in shining armour. If you resent him because you feel overworked and under-appreciated, stop doing so much – you are probably destroying your relationship! He doesn't want to feel responsible for you rushing around, worn into the carpet, and most men really don't notice whether the housework has been done or not. What they want is respect and appreciation. 'All we really want from women,' a (male) friend recently told me, 'is for you to smile at us.' (And probably one other thing, if he thought about it for longer than a millisecond.) What he needs is the gift of you.

2005-10-09T20:23:00.000-07:00

save the best pic for the last.to me lahhh.wahwhahwahhgwhaghgrhgwha!!!
remember the faces pple.remember itttt.and close your eyesssss.

boo!okayy mepek. -_-" aniwae.
on tuesday will be going job hunting with kinkin.umm yeaa.
keepin fingers crossed hoping we get a job.
1) swensen- recommended by sis`s fren.
2) delifrance- if pay too low.dont tink so.yeaa.
3) starbucks- don tink so lahh kan.hmm.try my luck coz nazria`s sis is the manager at liat towers.
whhwahhwahwahrghagwahghr! but don tink so uh starbucks can get.blearghh!
watever.newae.yeaa.da lahh.happy fasting pple!bubyei!

2005-10-09T20:07:00.000-07:00

8 october.went out wif syaz;den met up wif kinkin & saufi;den met up wif kikin & sha;den met up wif asri & frens;den i proceed leave each of them behind one by one & went 2 esplanade.

hello. natasha;shahira;theresa;me and pashtei!

theresa and me.

us again!

turn back tyme at town.kinkin and me.

kikin;me and sha!

the ghost.i dotno bulan ramadhan got ghost.wahwhahwhahw!okayy bubyei! -end-

2005-10-09T20:01:00.000-07:00

6 october.out wif kikin and rayyan.went to changi hospital and off to geylang.

okayy.finish. -end-

2005-10-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

the other 75% of the pictures on the 1st october. just got it.aha.njoy.

me and aziee cutie.

*peace*

the sweet pple.

ahmad`s fren;me;ahmad.

me and my adik.slacking talking bout our mother.

me;emil and natasha!

kinkin`s hair looks good in tis pic!and btw tats my hand. -_-"

tis one my palm.my star bracelet cocok my skin deep and got blood and can see the skin inside.yup.eww.

my adik.growing up.awww.

okayy.next scenes.warning! no children allowed!

wahhhhhhhhh.~

feewittt.~

and tis the potrait of kinkin being emo.awww.~

me and afiq.

the pple i love.

the cookie.yumyum. -end-

2005-10-02T16:09:00.000-07:00

this is the 1/4 pictures of yesterday`s outing at esplanade.theres still more from afiq`s cam.i havent get it yet.kinkin;aziee;fartdil;yan my adik;afiq;umm another guy;jennywawa;natasha;farah;emil;and i overheard pple talkin bout me;but i just pretend that i didnt hear a thing.okayy.besh.

peace handsign everywhere.

us.

my first kiss.aha.

wuuhooohuuuu.~

us again.

smile for the camera honeybun sugar!

yeaa.as kinkin says."war with ahmad`s shoe".
done.theres stil more.bubyei! *SMILES!!!!!!!*

2005-09-27T19:27:00.000-07:00

a day out with my only kinkin and jennywawa.

tat`s kinkin`s sis doll.and tats kinkin`s leg. hello.

cheebye.

at esplanade rooftop.hello.we met.peace.

shida;the sally`s rejex voc.and the fren.okayy.hello.

me and jenny.in the wonderful toilet.hello.

okayy.hello.again.

hantu pontianak.hello.

in the fucken train headin home.hello.

me.okayy.byei.

2005-09-26T22:00:00.000-07:00

fartdil and frens;ahmad;aziee;maii;kinkin and me.
<3>

2005-09-22T17:25:00.000-07:00

well i did tried to pierce the innocent lips okayy.
but pple close to me told me not to pierce.
they told me i look good oredi lyke this. -_-"
okayy.so.i did pierce.myself.
but.
the hole small. -_-
ahahaaHAHAHGHGHAGHghahahaghGHaghaghaaahAGahahahaHAGhaghGAHa!!!!
fuck.now i tink the small hole close readi.if got ear stick at home i tink i used it oredi sak.
okayy.watever.i don wana look "scene" or wat okayy.
i just wan a lip piercing!from last tyme siaa!!!!fuck lahh.
i didnt, coz still schooling wat and the fuckin shithole skul lyke fuck and blablablaaa.~
my skulmates shld noe and understand.
i just wana look innocent lahh dears, in school. *innocent eyes* but.too bad lahhh.da kene listed pat list dak2 jahat.lyke fuck ryte.
oi! i`m not proud okayy! i hate it lyke fuck siaa.i wan tchers to lyke me.and i would love to love all tis skul stuffs and attend skul regularly.but.wat the heck.they made me do it.now.
okayyy.wuuhooohuuuu!!!!~ SKOLA NK KAT ABIZZ!!!!! YEAAAYEYAAYYAYAAA!!!!!~
okayy.byei.

2005-09-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

ahahaha!!!!
fuck!!!i`m so fucking bored!!!
ahahahahhaaaaa!!!!~
eihh.i`m happy uh.ya.happy.

2005-09-20T20:45:00.000-07:00

i`m cold.
i`m weak.
nobody`s home.
it`s hard to say how i feel today.

tis is my friend`s hand.
forgive her.
she can`t help it.
i know.i understand.
sorry.

2005-09-19T20:23:00.000-07:00

the wedding day of my cousin.

25 yr old dude gettin married to a sweetie pie age of 23 yrs.adorable. =)

1st few pics of the engagement day and the wedding day pics so on and on.

me and my 15 yr old cuz.FIFTEEN!

me and my 21 yr old cuz.TWENTY-ONE!

the wedding cake.

the sign.

me and my 15 yr old chubby cuz.FIFTEEN!

my 16 yr old cuz and me.SIXTEEN!

same caption here.

my 18 yr old sister and me.EIGHTEEN!

my cousins.both 15yrs of age.FIFTEEN!

cousins.

same here.

the place wats they called i dotno.

the boy under the table.

the sweet hardworking friends. <3 alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v511/babyleeya/WEDDING%20DAY%20180905/S4020405.jpg">
dotno who`s grandma and my lola.

me and the cuzzies.

my mummy.i love her.

the perfume.one of the hantaran for the guy.

cert.

the engagement day.

part 2.

the hantaran for the bride.

the hantaran for the groom.

aww.

awwwwwww.

awwwwwwwwwwWWWwwwWwWw.

the wedding day.

the kendarat;s.

the siblings.

the siblings.

sis and lola and me.

me and cuzzie.

grandma and uncle pedro`s family.

goin to the bride`s place.

the kuda kepang performance on the way to the place.

the bride`s place.

the kuda kepang performance.

part2.

part3.the face frightenin siaa.

my family. (= i love them.loads.

byei.im sick.

2005-09-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

a day out wif dalilah and kinkin at town. =) camwhore.wat else.

tis picture style uh. ;)

peace to you,kinkin.

wheeee.~ ahahahahaaaa.~

mister choo choo angry readi.
because kinkin and me entered without permission.

u got see sumone sittin in there onot?

kinkin`s shoe.1 shoe oni.

fingernails says 'harlow' !

finger says 'i kena tangled in kinkin`s fishnet!!!".

hello.reflections of me and kinkin in the mrt station.part one.

part two.

part three.

part four.

part five.

homeless kids.tsktsk.waited 11 mins for the train actually.

me and kinkin.

kinkin and me.closing our eyes.tryin to visualise how its gona look lyke after we took the pic.

* okayy.tats a star.

tats ashruff.

tats ashruff`s shirt.

tats me and ashruff.looks lyke he`s tryin hard to look lyke me.ahaha!! -_-"

okayy.muke maintain.ash and me.

me and kinkin.

umm.nepal nyer budak ngan hakim.dalilo`s close fren.

dalilo and the sign.

the frens.

dalilo tryin on the shades.she look cute uh!!!agagaaaa.~

dalilo took tis pic.and i commented on her photograhing of this pic. o.O

dalilo wif her cap.

me wif her cap and dalilo.

me and dalilo again.camwhoring lahh.

hello!

very little of me and alot of dalilah.

me and kinkin.actually she`s laughing her ass off.

i lyke this pic.it looks lyke stars above.ahaha.

yeaa!i want to lick my girlfriend!!! i want i want i want!!!

me and dalilo.y she lyke tat? o.O

the music thingy at borders.

the place where the girl`s head founded.wahwhahwha!! okayy.no lahhh.

hello!

kinkin;actin kawaii!!! and dalilo; actin lyke dead doll.
drama queens lahh!

dalilo and me.

theirs.

was bored.after masady fariz ariff and co. abandoned us.hahaa.

hmm.we`re waitinnnnn.hellooooo.

this was before.in the neoprint booth.

in the neoprint booth again.the lights lyke "WAHLIAO"!!

JIMMY NEUTRON!!! geeeee.~

lyke in a big cable car.gagagaaaa.~

where`s dalilo?!?!?!?!AHAHAHAaaa!!!farneee.~

hello again.too much light!!! nooooo!!!!!!!

threesome.ahahahahaha!!!

me and dalilo again and again!!!

this one actually my fren,rahman.i wan take picture of his face.but den wat to do.
his badan aso jadi uh.

hello.my chemical romance.ya`ll are popular now.
but i still cant remember ur name????hmm.y ehk.

saw hairul;kiki;fara;natasha;my skulmates,ashraff;nick atticus kid.haha.;erm hu else.benji;umm.da lahh.ehk.ntah uh sape agik.
hmm.okayy.i wan go SLEEP.thanx for viewing.tats how our day had been.now im tired.
and fuckin restless.gud morning.
byei. \/

2005-09-09T19:23:00.000-07:00

i want a freaking good pay job after N levels!!!

i want a lip piercing!!!

i dotwan to get old! later canot get hari raye money!!!

i don`t think i can celebrate hari raye too much if i get a good pay job this year!!!

i want to pass my N levels with atleast 12 points and below!!!

i want my N levels to end as soon as possible!!!

i want SQUIDWARD!!!AND EVEN PATRICK!!!

i want to meet Aiden Franklin!!!

i want to apologise to the people whom i hurt!

i want my cellphone bills to be paid as soon as possible so that i can contact my other brats!!!

i want a new earpiece!!!

i want a new black star earstuds!!!

i want my ibu and my burger aso!!!
i want a whole new wardrobe!!!
i want to my family to happy!!!

i want to get out of that fucking secondary school fast coz i fucking hate them!!!!

i want to PUNCH;KICK;SLAP;SPIT;STEP on the NT MINAHS in my school coz they claimed tat im a minah just bcoz i used emily the strange bag last tyme!!!!wuuuhooo!!!!it`ll be fun!!!but fuck!i dotno which one of them losers!!!WHAWHAHWAHHWAAA!!!!DAMMITTT.~

i want to kiss and lick all my girlfriends so i can know how sweet they are!!!

i want DMD in ITE SIMEI!!! Y CANOT!?!?! Y DOTHAV!?!?!?! BLARDY GOVERNMENT!!!

i want Muhammad Asri Bin Saini to have chubby cheeks!!! but not tat chubby uh.

i want!

i want!

i want!

i want!

i want!

i want!!!

ahahaha.i sounded lyke a stupid fucked up brat.

and i want the world to be in peace.thank you.

bubyei! - to be continued -

2005-09-09T17:54:00.000-07:00

an outing with kikin yesterday.she shop.she happy.
i follow.i watch.i happy aso. =D

me;burger king`s coke;burger king`s table;burger king`s tissue;kikin`s cellphone.
an advertise at the burger king place.

a transformation of me in the mrt done by one and only dr.kikin.
wuhooo!!! i got jawline la deyyy!!
woiiii!!!

tats me.shake shake the coke.
concentration. -_-

kinkin;bag;za foundation. ;p tomoro is the za pink out party at cathay orchard cineleisure private preview lounge, level 6.wahwhawa!go lahh.i nvr go.hurhurhurhurhurkurukurukuru. O.O

me on the fone and kikin wif her biggie eyes.

kikin advertise wif the coke.

kikin wif the smile and me wif the stupid blur face thankiewww.ouhya!
and tats my burger. =D

TWO TOMATO WRESTLING AND THE PIECE OF LETTUCE IS THE REFEREE.
done by me. =D

chilli sauce;kikin`s ring;kikin`s cheesefinger;burger king`s tissue;kikin`s peace;me peace;
and advertise of nailpolish.
okayy byei.

2005-09-08T16:09:00.000-07:00

A day at cousin`s house.taken yesterday.

haven`t seen iskandar for about 1yr plus.so yea.
happy viewing.

yana;hafiz;me;kikin and kak intan.

me(i look lyke i`m pregnant.wtf.my pocket inside got sumtink okayy!);
hafiz;kikin;iskandar(he looked different now) o.O

iskandar;peace;me.

nizam.

iskandar.

me;kikin.

fairus;kak intan.

kak intan and nizam.
thankiew.bubyei. =)

2005-09-08T01:38:00.000-07:00

PICTURES ON THE SEPT 4TH.KENDARAT DAY.

2005-09-05T18:34:00.000-07:00

2005-09-02T14:40:00.000-07:00

okayy.i`m gona blog about yesterday`s.okayy.so lets start from the above.
i came late.okayy.sorry.i noe i alwaez late.rare to see me come earlier den anybody else tat im mittin okayy.and so.met up wif asri deary.and of went to esplanade library.was supposed to study instead we browsed thru magazines.KERRANG! boom!
but!okayy!i managed to revise a little of social studies okayy.kayy shuddup.

den khai the grouch and his fren,danny joined us.they aso read the magazines and blablablaaa.
and den we decided to slack near the riverside.and ate prawn chips or wat lahh i dotno.
den saw maii;aziee;shahidah okayy and co. keke.okayy fine!actuali i dotno who the pple hu shouted my name.its not tat i dotno.its tat i didnt recognised.you imagine lahh.pple fr4 above at the rooftop shouted ur name and surely you cant really recognise the person ryte.kan kan kan.okayy. -_-" they were screaming.but cute lahh.keep on screaming. \m/

den after tat,we went to potong pasir.followed danny to help wif his brother`s band jamming.
and saddenin part was when erin was nowhere to be found. ='(
i was there lahh!!! when your band jamming yesterday! *sniff*
okayy.end of drama. -_-" den after tat we went outside and decided to go 7-eleven its a store and more.and we ate maggi cup and chilled outside wif "the underoath".den sing sing sing.den finished eatin den we told danny we wana go esplanade and mit khai`s darling,ali mister perfect smile.

okayy.next paragraph.we went to esplanade.and met up wif ali.shouted his name.and all.ali and ijal just cant stop talking.you guys are still the same.aha.everytyme we wana hear a story.it will end about 30mins cause of the advertisements and all.ahahaha.farneee.okayy.i tink i got no mood to blog lahh.malasss.
byei.

Y you.yeaaa you.

2005-09-02T14:07:00.000-07:00

THE MAID!

for the DRAMA on the AUGUST 31st;
pls visit nur juliyana`s blog-
and aiden franklin is cute!haharrr!

2005-08-29T20:02:00.000-07:00

kinkin and me.yea me.not you.but me.okayy kewl.~ before the gig.

me;asri. <3

in the toilet.i know.muke mesti mantain.but ouh well.okayy.bubyei.love you all.

i got only three pictures on the day of the gig.tat`s all.im not lying.ferst tyme uh.okayy byei.

2005-08-29T19:56:00.000-07:00

lovefool .

2005-08-29T19:53:00.000-07:00

25 AUG o5.`
this is erinna`s nametag. obviously. okayy. -_-"

kinkin;me;my honey.

okayy.the background nice lahh pple.i dotno y i lyke.coz its nice dammit.

kinkin`s cute pigtails hair.

kinkin`s bag.

kinkin`s to-be striped socks.

kinkin;me.

the box.see got light.i scared of it.

chubby me.thankiew.yes i noe.

the us.

mine and kinkin`s feet.

the end-
thankiew.bubyei.

2005-08-28T18:37:00.000-07:00

wuuhhooooo!!!~
omg.my whole body aching from yesterday`s gig.
well aniway yesterday`s gig was fun!
had fun wif my dear gerlfrens such as kinkin and erin.
i love you both!
and yeaa.not forgetting;
athena, my sister! =) iqah chitot HOT!;dalilah;shar;sofie;fariz and co.;jenny;ahmad;izz;emil;aziee;nadeerah;pashtei;dil;natasha;hairul;
and the girl who told me my bf`s hot; -_-"
and some i forgotten who.
ahmad gerekk.mosh ngan dier baek.pasal badan dier pon da mcm pompan.gerek uh kau. =D
aniway.
watever it is;ya`ll rawk!
had fun wif my dear eally too after all my frens had left.
we moshed together.she one crazyy ass sia.until my nose hurts and so does my ass.
i heard alot of gerls got trampled;punched;and blablablaaa.~
and my dear asri;your vocals was nice.and ur scream was absolutely cute!gagaaa.~
lovin you more every single day eventhough you cut ur hair.
i still love you~!
okayy.i wana eat.byei!

2005-08-24T19:54:00.000-07:00

okayy. ouh well. im bored. so yeaa. blogging. as alwaez wen i`m bored. fariz just sent me a death metal song. ouh god. aha! aneway. my mom had a high fever. yeaa.i pity her till i did all the housewerk for her. she got back home arnd 4+ juz now from werk. she did werk halfway and went to see a doctor and yeaa got a mc for 2 days. 2moro she wont be werkin. and kinkin, can`t wait to go out wif you 2moro. mesti gilerr2 lagik. aha! and don`t change plan again okayy! grr.
hmm. okayy. fuckin seriously. i`m so fuckin bored.

okayy so. i just wana state sumtink here. if you love emily the strange. and you called yourself a gothic girl or watsoever. you just one fuckin dip shit. just becoz you love emily the strange and wana be just lyke her coz she look strange and you want pple to look at you strangely and in a weird manner coz you get the attention from the hard werk you made by dressing in all-black and wearin thick-smuged eyeliner.and yea.DONT FUCKIN SMILE CHEEBYE. you`re a poseur. you`re aint gothic, girl. and sum even love emily the strange coz they tink shes cute. fuck. emily the strange are overrated now. even some minahs wearin it NOW. they dont even know the definition of emily the strange and they`re lyke wearin it and claiming tat they noe everything bout emily the strange. and yea. fucked up seyy. i still can`t find "emily the strange" book. bah! hello! she`s fuckin thirteen and not fourteen! my goddd. and yes. i can`t blame all tis poseurs. now everythings becomin a fashion thingy. and yea, i was browsing thru frenster and yea some even called themselves a goth and blablablaa but hell they smiled! ahaha! smile for the camera honey! no no! you`re such a fool. get lost. you`re just making a fool out of yourself. wake up! ahaha. hail to the true goths! wahwhahwha!~ thankiew for readin. \/

farnee lahh the pple in spore. ouh well. watever. i wonder wats on t.v today. hmm. and sorry honey. i just feel lyke writing tis coz of tis one gerl`s profile and pictures in frenster. it just disgust me. Y ya. gagaaa! ;) byei!

2005-08-22T22:55:00.000-07:00

AIDEN FRANKLIN!!! of "Dear Whoever". gagaa.~ wahwhahwa!!!

\/ below is nothing.dont tink of anything okayy!i was just making up a story as i was bored after finished doing my clueless maths paper.but ouh well.theres no story after all!whahwahwhaw!! byei!! Y

2005-08-21T21:00:00.000-07:00

If read backwards, the phrase "now live" answers the question: "In the battle between good and evil, who was victorious?"

Your IQ score is 108. A person whose IQ score falls in the range of 90-110 is considered to be "average intelligence".

Your IQ score is based on your scores across 12 distinct aspects of intelligence. Like everyone, you have a unique intellectual makeup, with strengths and weaknesses that affect your methods of understanding, communication and relating to others. According to your results, your greatest intellectual strength is Logic.

yesterday was soooo fuckin gerek lahhh.
awesome babe!
ferst stop.met up wif kinkin syg.she look so cinonek lahh.so cute wen she tried her cheongsam for the kendarat wedding thingy on 4th of september.yeaaaa baybey we both lahh kendarat!whahwahwha!!!ghaghaaa!!! >.<
farneee.we had so much fun.we talked laughed non stop.eventhough its only the two of us.
hope ur comp okayy readi.i miss chattin wif you lahh babe!!!
my dearie picked me up frm tamp inter.and off we three went to town!
we went to youth park ferst.but there was so little people and so we decided to just walked arnd town.
the bestest part was when we shouted; screamed; talked; and even walked; lyke stupid fuckin little kids!
"YEAYY!!!LOOK AT US!WE`RE FUCKEN KIDS TAT YOU CAN`T STOP STARING AT!"
GHAGHAGAHGAHGAHGAHGAHGA!!!!!
throw your hands up and wave just lyke you don`t care!
and yup.terserempak wif fariz;delilah(love your name lahh!);dearest weiny`s twin;sharifah;and frens.i dotno hu else lahh.blablaaablablaaaa lahhh.and we talked.and all went seperate ways.and yeaa.
met up wif erin too.was so happy to mit her.she soooo CUTE lahh!!! grrr. gagaaa.~
FUN FUN FUN!!!
and erin screamed.
me and kinkin was shocked.and we laughed.aha.scaryy lahh erin! but okayy lahh. ^.^
we were so hyped up in the late evening until erin went home as we were tired lahh kan.
and ya lahh!!!
FUN.was the werd for the day.
the only sad part was tat we didnt bring any digicams yestie.so ya lahhh no pictures to prove tat we had fun.wahwhahwa!
i Y all of you guys!
but i Y asri more!!! ahahahahaaaa!!! >.< did i miss any parts of yesterday?gagaaa.~
i wan go eat lahh.byei!!!

2005-08-17T18:00:00.000-07:00

this is shit werk;
its not any werk nor art werk nor anyy fuckin werk.
it is JUST shit werk.geddit?
just sumtink i alwaez did in skul when i get "the negative thoughts and feelings" of something;somewhere;somehow rubbish i`ve been tinking of.
thankiew.happy viewing the shit werk by me.

another shitty most shittyness shit werk i did.coz i just freakin scribbled it.
i did tis juz now.in skul.when i was fuckin mad at the fuckin dog-faced tchers in my skul.
"I CARE".hah.heck care uh!fuck.cheebye.
some of them are just *fuckhead dumbass fuckers*!
theres nowhere i could express it.only in my notebook.but i wished to express it here.in my blog.no harm.it`s my blog anyway.you don`t lyke.feel disgusted.den get lost.no question asked.

this is something i wrote and some of it i copied from a friend.heee.~
okayy.wtf.tis is wayyyyyyyyy bullshitttinggg*.
well.....watever.

i wrote all tis shits of werds during my malay paper 1 prelims examination.
i was bored.and something came to mind.
and yeaaa (: but its long ago story.so no nid to remind it back.
its just feelings you just need to express when you don`t feel lyke it to express to human being.
you express it on a paper.just a sheet of paper.or a notebook.or watever.and POOF!
yeaaaa.they`re gone in your blardy head.and now HOORAYY2! (:

and this is my malay results for the whole thing lahh.prelims.yeaaa.worse.
i got 53/100 altogether.omg.see the sad face.yeaa.im sad.
but no biggie.im happy now! ((:
and yup.i got 21/50 for social studies.dissappointed.
no no!think happy thoughts! lalaaaaa.~ (:

byei dearies.thanx for viewing this shitty werk of mine.
and to my sweetie cutie boyfriend.ahaha!nvr missed!agargagrga!!
you know i Y you (;

2005-08-14T19:37:00.000-07:00

i dotno wat exactly to talk about.but ouh well.
yesterday was awesome.
=went out wif asri sweets.
=he picked me up fr4 my place.
=and off we went to east coast park.
=followed asri to his old-sec-skul-class pit.we were kinda lost at ferst.but aha.okayy lahh!!! o.O
=humph.we sat at the waterbreaker.and had our so called ferst serious talk and stuffs.aha.well.cute!
=ate talk stuffs wif his fellow frens.i wasn`t hungry at ferst.coz the tyme wasn`t my "eating/dinner" tyme.1+am or so was the exact tyme for me to find some food! :)well.overall.its been a great nite.
=took a cab;went home at about 3+am.

~ SWEETS!!! ~
i`m lovin it lahh.

Y you even more dearie!

NOW i have to study.thankiew.and bub byei!
boring lahh on the net!!! grr. -

2005-08-10T19:53:00.000-07:00

' prelims english paper two is tomorrow.wish me luck. (: -

" he lost you, he pissed, he tries to act Mr. Big. "
[you`re so right mister fren of mine!]

"do you trust all your friendss" they might be the biggest hypocrite ever.especially when you friending with girls.

"does anybody have a confessions to makes"
"doesnt anyone ever make a mistakes"
"do you know tat you`re the biggest jerk i ever known."
"do you ever (i mean EVER!) break someone`s Ys" i bet you do.
and hilmi.i tink you should just listen to "story of a lonely guy by blink 182" over and over again.
"does all of my girl friends pretending to be friends with mes" but if i`m mistaken.please forgive me.

its painful.do you know that asri.after you told me about it over the phone.
do you realised that i was crying silently and i was so shocked.you know wat asri dearie.i tink i believe wat tat guy told you about my frens.i really tink so.even IF its not true.i still tink it is. )= -period-

Don't turn around
I'm sick and I'm tired of your face
Don't make this worse
You've already gone and got me mad
It's too bad I'm not sad
It's casting over
It's just one of those things
You'll have to get over it.

there`s just so much i wana say.but i just can`t let it all out.it`s so hard.why must everything be so hards
please pple.tell me. AM I BEING PARANOIDs
i canot take it.it wasn`t fake it.
watever.

and so a new chapter begins.
yesterday was one of the most happiest day of my 15+ yrs on earth.
went out wif asri dearest.
we camwhore!aha!camwhore baybey! he`s the greatest.thanx. (:
and my sis digicam canot take pics of things tat are far.far = blur.
so my firewerks pics tak menjadi lahh.
aniwae.had a great tyme wif you sweets.
ferst stop.i picked him up fr4 werk. awww.~ ahahaha.
den we proceed to peni.after tat we walked our way to plaza s`pura.
and after tat!we went to town. (:
saw rayyan.and yeaa.okayy.
after tat we proceed to esplanade.
it was packed as expected.but we managed to witness the fireworks. (:
it was nice and all. (:
heeee.~ well.i dont feel lyke updating. ):
but.okayy.nemind.let see.we slacked near the riverside and all.
and yeaa.okayy.
i remembered.there was a gangfight outside the mrt control station infront of hundreds of innocent people.
i tink the pple have no brains and tryin to show off tat they`re fierce and all.they even used chains + studbelts and all as weapons.and blablablaa.what a shame kan.haiyaa.
well...
nothing much happened.
but i Y you, you Y me.so we`re happy!ahaha!
muackx! byei!
no more airhead taggers please.and thankiew!
won`t be entertain and your post will be deleted by the only one, me!
so dont waste your freaking tyme.okayy thankiew.bubyei!
p.s : more of the drama.please visit http://www.actionradar.blogspot.com
bubyei! Y

2005-08-10T19:42:00.000-07:00

Y you!

it`s not lyke it was before .

my cutie black studs .

me and CAREBEAR! whahwa!

after .

helloooo!!!! it`s three o clock!

okayy.hello! our heads! nope.actually its only mine.

now i`m your "play your doll". hiek hiek!

gee.how sweet.aha! (:

in our own blurrness werld.

smilee!!!

hello?okayy onot??

oops!!muaahahha!!! we`re the kiddies!!!

happy?!?!?!?!

oink! my god!!!~ lalaaaa.~

look tat way! no look tat way! no no! look tis way!hee.~ =D

drugs?

starcrossed! (:

2005-08-07T03:26:00.000-07:00

please vote!
should i ban the somebody;me IP?
yes or no?aha!
orrr.ouh ouh.just heck care.STILL.LIFE HAS TO GO ON.MOVE ON.mayb theres just sumtink tat you did tat turns me off.fuckin OFF.ermm.
hmm.i dotno.it`s gettin interestin aye?! heee.~
well.seems lyke the problem is tat "sumbody" can`t get over it!
hmm.kalau terase.....tk tau lahh ehk. =)) lalaaa.~ >.< watever it is.if you`re my ex and you`re unsatisfied wif wat i did to you.just fuckin kol me.i`ll be waitin asshole.i`m gona make sure i`ll pick up ur stupid call instead of ignoring it.
you pple alwaez spot other pple`s mistake instead of yours!!!love can`t be forced.get tat in ur freakin mind!

asri i love you! haharr.~ ^.^ o.O

2005-08-03T19:52:00.000-07:00

prelims in freaking TWO days time .
1st paper ; malay paper 2 and fcukin` social studies .
and i`m so slackkkkk now .
yeaaaa baybeyy . ~
ouh gosh .
*clap clap*
*stomp stomp*
*give up give up give up give up don`t give up ouhhh yana don`t give up *
khekhe .
okayy bubyei .

*y face lyke dat??!!?!* >:(
nemind . you`re still cute . aha .
love you dear asri sweetyy .
aha . byeiiii . ~
p.s : i heard freakyy noises ... in my house . and when i reached home this evening . i found a "moth" i tink . weird blacky black in colour . juzzzz outside my doorstep . it looks dead . but alive . -_-" i mean the wings are dead .
and wen i opened my front door . no one at home . -_- deaddd . silent . scaryy . and soooo i read 'harry potter and the half blood prince' . whawha . ~
oouh yaa . and and this morning wen i woke up gettin ready for skul . i was bathin and and ... i heard it . yerp . scaryy . freakish lahh bodo . scarryyy lahhhh .
and and now i alone alive in tis house . my sister is at dreamland . so she looks dead to me . uh huh . heee . ~ wat`s happening? =O
and and yerp yerp now i learnin ayat kursi . wuuhoo . ~
ouhya . about the "moth" outside my doorstep . i tink its dead . everythings dead . ouh me gosh . coz you noe y? sis bf rayyan kicked it .
and yerp . it`s dead pple . tink so .
-_-"
gudbye .
okayy . now i`m scared . again .

2005-07-28T21:04:00.000-07:00

ABOUT
Name:

emilYana .

Birthday:

twenty-seven december ninety eighty-nine .

Birthplace:
singapuraku . [kandang kerbau hospital]

Current Location:
at home sweet home . in my sweet little cold cozy room .

Eye Color:
black . no . it`s actually dark brown cause we`re asians . but why not green . ;]

Hair Color:
black! =D and lil bit of colorado reddish . lovin it .

Height:
one point six one .

Right Handed or Left Handed:
leftie handed . i`m special . ^_^

Your Heritage:
filipino . javanese .

The Shoes You Wore Today:
fcuking school shoes .

Your Weakness:
figure it out yourself . sweet talkers . fcuk! nawhh . i won`t fall for tat people . hyehye . ~

Your Fears:
god . hurting pple`s feelings .

Your Perfect Pizza:
tuna and chicken and ikan and kambeng pizza .

Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:
pass N levels . pray hard . i know people kept saying its easy . but people people people, i`m lost in my studies right now .

Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:
"hello!" . "wat you doin?" . "waitttt . lagging!" .

Thoughts First Waking Up:
"lucky me . i`m still alive!" . "did anyone message me or call me in the previous night?" *check hp* "ouh boy. lookie lookie . it`s another "perfect" day ."

Your Best Physical Feature:
umm . hmm . ermm . eyes??? .

Your Bedtime:
anytime baybeyy . ~

Your Most Missed Memory:
when i can remember all the things i did . -_-"

Pepsi or Coke:
Coke . what the heck . both still taste the same .

MacDonalds or Burger King:
MacDonalds . most eaten . Burger King . most healthy fast food restaurant .

Single or Group Dates:
anything will do . =)

Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:
Lipton Ice Tea . hmm . haven drink it for quite a long time .

Chocolate or Vanilla:
Chocolate ! uh huh uh huh . ~ \ /

Cappuccino or Coffee:
Cappuccino sounds better . -_-

Do you Smoke:
nope . =)

Do you Swear:
"i swear?" everybody does right? ehk no! tat one cursing!

Do you Sing:
everybody does . except for the bisu people .

Do you Shower Daily:
like duhhh!!! ~

Have you Been in Love:
no uh no! nope! never ever uhhhh!!! wtf! $#%^%&@!

Do you want to go to College:
yesh . ITE COLLEGE sounds good? =))

Do you want to get Married:
yesh . wait for me my darling soulmate . =]

Do you belive in yourself:
"do i?" or "don`t i?"

Do you get Motion Sickness:
hmm . dotno ehk . no lahh i think . limit limit headache only .

Do you think you are Attractive:
attractive? what do you think? i can`t judge myself .

Are you a Health Freak:
nahhhh . don`t tink so . aha .

Do you get along with your Parents:
only my mum . sayangggg dierr . =)

Do you like Thunderstorms:
ok lahh . the sound terror .

Do you play an Instrument:
nope . but tried drums and guitars before . =P can i conclude recorder too? heeee . ~

In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
no sir . i don`t drink . nor i drive .

In the past month have you Smoked:
i don`t smoke you muthaf**ker fag**t ! =))

In the past month have you been on Drugs:
yesh . legal drugs heal me .

In the past month have you gone on a Date:
yesh sirrieee .

In the past month have you gone to a Mall:
-_- soalan bonus !

In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:
hmm . nope . come to think of it . i`m craving for Oreo right now . =(

In the past month have you eaten Sushi:
nope . i wan`t sushi too!

In the past month have you been on Stage:
stage? it`s been long since i perform . in school only lahh. hahar!

In the past month have you been Dumped:
dumped? no .

In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:
skinny dipping . hmm . ahahaha! nooo . ~

In the past month have you Stolen Anything:
=X can i steal someone`s heart instead? =)

Ever been Drunk:
nope . this is the last warninggggg . i don`t f**king drink . >=( grr .

Ever been called a Tease:
tease??? hmm . dotno ehk .

Ever been Beaten up:
nope . never . how does it feels uh? =P

Ever Shoplifted:
- skip . -

How do you want to Die:
with my right hand over my left hand . tears rolling down on my cheeks [isn`t it great! hope so . =( ] . and . don`t forget to selawat . =)

What do you want to be when you Grow Up:
still thinking though . air stewardess??? ahaha!!hAHhaHAHhaHAHahHAha!!! kekek sakk!!! hyehyeheyehye!!! *laugh until die*

What country would you most like to Visit:
dotno . virgin island . if it`s still a virgin . =P

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:
black . dark brown . and ouh ouh!!! sparkling eyes!!! ouh boyyyy . =) *stares*

Favourite Hair Color:
anything . =) no grey! tsktsk . asri asri . =.=

Short or Long Hair:
short!

Height:

1.73 and above .

Weight:
58 - 60+ .

Best Clothing Style:
punkrock or watever lahh . anything goes . wear nerdy nerdy aso can . as long as he`s freaking CUTE! *drools* >.<>

Number of Drugs I have taken:
o.O

Number of CDs I own:
AHAHHhahhahahahaHHHahhahaa!!!

Number of Piercings:
two please . more? laterr. ahahaaa!

Number of Tattoos:
THREE! hyehye! a bleeding heart . a sweet STAR . and a cross-X = rotten . heeeee . ~

Number of things in my Past I Regret:

knowing you . yesh you! couldn`t be??? den who?? o.O

2005-07-27T17:36:00.000-07:00

can you keep a secret?
i`m bored.
blogging.

blogging is a way of expressing your feelings as a teenager.

pe jerrrrrr.mepek. -_-
act appalled - circa survive.
fauzi.you succeeded.you`ve made me addicted to the song.

-_-
kayy.no biggie!
newae.i tink i`m gona post up pics on 16 July at baybeats.
hmm.notin much..............................muchie munchie muchhh............
aiyahhhhhhhh.dotno wat to sayy uh!!! grr .
okayy.byei! =)
-.-

tats me and my sister.
yeaa.you can`t see my sister.
yeaaaa.i noe. -_-
and the flash totally blind me.
ahahahahahahhAHahAHahahahhahaHHAHHahah!!!! bedek sakkkk!!!!!!!
-_-" kesian yana .
kayy.another story.
i was so boreddd yesterday until i camwhore my phone cover.tat were made by me.
wat? made by me okayy!!!mememememmemeee!!!you tink i no gud in drawing uhhhh coz i left handed!!!!huh huh huh huh???!!??!?! ahahahHAHhahHAhHAHHAha!!!
ermm.kayy. -_- here you go.the pics.

AHAHAHAhAHAhahahahahAHAHahahAH!!!

ermm.wat else ehkkk.

this one my stupid comp.and other stupid things.ahahahHAHhaHA!!!

-_-"

edited by me.just tryin out the paintshop pro 9 trial.

bored bored bored.entertain me pls!!!aha!!!

okayy.so far i got juz a lil bit of pictures.

theres more.but haven yet get it from amy syg.

tis stupid pic was taken on the 15th of july.

not down there.up there. >.<

shoot!bang bang!!wtf.heyheyeheyheyheye!!! -_-

im gona go watch tb now.coz im gettin crazier. >.<

thankiew for viewing ladies and gentlemen.

lookie lookie!!! it`s another perfect day .

heeeeeeeee.~ ^.^

byei!

love and hugs and kisses,

2005-07-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

hello wello one and all.

had our malay oral N level examination yesterday.

it turned out real bad.

i mean it.badddddddddddd.

serious lahh.susah nak bebual bahasa baku lahh.

and guess wat.

i slept while waitin.fr4 2+pm to 4+pm.i waited patiently okayy. =))

i slept coz i was the last person.get tat in ur head.LAST PERSON!

sedihh.i was the 18th person!wahhhhh.~ EIGHTEEN!!!

but never mind.dah habis pon.heeeee.~ ^.^

and blardy.i tink i took my oral for about only 2-3mins. -_-" fast one.tsktsk.fail lahh!

and i even asked the invigilator to "jelaskan".it goes lyke tis;

"umm.cikgu.saya kurang pasti dengan soalan yang cikgu katakan.bolehkah cikgu jelaskan atau terangkan lebih mudah?"

wuuuuuuUUUUUUUuuuuuuuUUUUUUUUUuuuuUUUUUUuuuuuu~~~~

ouhhhhh.lalalalaaaaaaaaaaa.~ after the cikgu terangkan.saya masih tak paham.sedeh!!!

='( feel lyke killing myself after the malay oral had ended.den after lyke 3mins lyke tat.

the cikgu's' stopped.and i was lyke " is it over???so fastt??? o.O "

den i suddenly asked the cikgu's' in bahase melayu relek. " dabiz??? O.O "

den the cikgu's' nod their heads.YOUR HEAD UH!ahaha!!!dabiz seyyy.

den i say "terima kasih cikgu".dadaaaaaaa.~

den after tat i sad. =(((( hmm.

welly welly!~

last monday.dyed a lil of red dye.juz a lil.

since DM off to courses for tis 4months or so.maybe.

no more chasing after me!wuuhooo!~

adidah,my sweet gerlfren; cried last wednesday.

she was hurt by the tcher`s awful thoughts about her friendin wif me and dian.

and was shitting awful werds on her.sum sort lyke;lil bit lyke;

"adidah;why are you wif yana?" "i dont wan to see you frens wif yana and dian."

"you are the cause of them being bad and doin bad things in skul.offences betas and all."

and adidah was lyke;

"wat!cher.so, wat you wan me to be frends wif the same bad company again?!

yana and dian was the ones who changed me to bcomin gud.and im tryin my best to change myself.and you pple were the ones tat makin me feel bad and wont give me a chance to change."

and the tcher was lyke;

"you had not gain my trust."

ehem.

tcher if you ask me;i dont tink so tat adidah was the cause of me bein so called bad in skul.wtf.

i didn`t get to hear them talked.i went off ferst and got shits fr4 tis stupid blardy sickenin tcher.

if i could have a chance to ask juz one freakin question; i would definitely ask tis;

"why sum fuckin tchers alwaes tinks tat once you`re bad;you will alwaez be bad."

can`t you just give us tyme and let us turn over a new leaf.

the belo woke up arnd 1+pm.

didn`t went to skul.

dotno y the 'biggy' eyes won`t wana open.

=S hyehyehye!

was damn tired yestie nite.

was searchin for the malay article.bestie one.bout few hours. >.<

and at last; got one.kayy besh.and den. . .poof!pple at skul.me still in bed.keke.

and not forgetin;

body aching too; after doin nafa test last tues.til now.goshh.~

tsktsk.aniway did housewerk todayy.and cook my own food.rice and chicken.

tat makes "chicken rice"!wuuhuuu.yana noe how to make "chicken rice" seyy. *clapclap*

thankiew thankiew. >.<

OKAYY.BYEI!!!no more stories!SHOO!~ tag okayy! \ /

p.s. : people people people.my dearest callers and sms'er's.

how many tymes wana tell you tat my hp bills are high.and i won`t reply unless it`s important.

do call me as my incomin calls are free. =P

but please do call at the right tyme okie!i`ve been bz lately. =) thankiew dearests!

asri sweets! [dotno y i`m sayin tis out of the blue. -_-]

whuhuhuhu!!!~ belo! byei!

2005-07-17T00:53:00.000-07:00

baybeats on friday was great.
baybeats on saturday was awesome. \ /
but lyke sum pple said.last year`s baybeats was better.
'love me butch' was cool.
but i still tinks 'the pinholes' are kinda gays but their songs are great though.muaaha!
hyehyehye!don mind me.i don`t anti them.
wana watch 'brandtson' performed.butttt.nemind.wat the heck. ^.^
it was great on saturday.
saw many pple.
a lotttttttt.
had an awesome tyme wif the gerlfrens and skulmates and even asri.
hey.nice mitin you too.aha.had a great tyme chattin and gettin to noe more about you.
bbbuuuuutttttttttt............nahhhh.4get it.aha! >.<
but seriously i really had a terrible bad hair day lahhhh.~
my godddd.~
wahwahwhahwa!~
;))
kayy byei!
p.s : i skipped werk yesterday and todayy. >.<>

2005-07-12T17:05:00.000-07:00

*we belong together*
The pain reflected in this song;
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside.
i need you back in my life.
can`t you see?
have i given enough hints?
please tell me you see it.but.
...........but i guess you wont need me anymore.
-for hating you.i blame myself- =)

where`s my stalker? i`m waiting patiently. =)
Patience is a Virtue.

\/ *peace* mean no harm. -_-" oldddd piiiiikkkcccccchhhhhaaaaaaaaa. -end-

AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! SEDIH SAKKK.KESIAN AKUUU.
GET WELL SOON YANAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
WHAHWHAHWAHHWHAHWHAWHAHWA!!!!!

SURVIVORRR.~ -_-" NOTIN TO DO AT HOME.

YOURS TRULY;
-SICKENING NERDYY-

2005-07-12T14:30:00.000-07:00

Capricorn - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You are serious about relationships and ready for a commitment.

You tend to help your partner attain the success they dream of.

You are a rock. Relationship problems don't seem to phase you.

Your negative traits:

Sometimes it's very hard for you to accept your parnter's past.

You are emotionally reserved, and difficult to connect with.

You expect your partner to take care of you - and make cheat if they do not

Your ideal partner:

Is incredibly powerful and well respected.

Is often older than you - and could be a superior at work.

Has a good amount of money... or the ability to be rich someday.

Your dating style:

Practical. A "get to know each other" coffee date is just fine by you.

Your seduction style:

Bossy - you like to be the one in charge in the bedroom.

Slow and patient. You know that good sex takes time.

Calculating. You'll use sex to get ahead, if necessary.

Tips for the future:

Open up. A little emotional expression is a good thing in relationships.

Leap before you look. You don't have to run a cost benefit sheet on everyone you date.

Enjoy the now. No need to worry about marriage on the first few dates.

Best color to attract mate: Dark green

Best day for a date: Saturday

Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

AHAHAHAHAHHA!~ =)))

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

hyehyehye!!!~ artisticccc... *ehem*

In a Past Life...

You Were: A Gentle Belly Dancer.

Where You Lived: Iran.

How You Died: Dysentery.

Who Were You In a Past Life?

clap clap!!! note tat people.i not boncet coz i belly dancer.whahwahwa.

Your Summer Anthem is Holiday by Green Day

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame (Hey!)
The shame
The ones who died without a name

Dude, you're harshing everyone's summer mellow.

What's Your 2005 Summer Anthem?
WHAHWHAHWHAHWHAWHAHWA!!!!~ IT`S A HOLLY HOLLIE DAYY! \/

Your Kissing Purity Score: 69% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

AHAHAHAHAHA!farnee lahhh.~ >.<

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

uhhh.note to self.

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

Part Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance
You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea
The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood
It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?
ehehehehehe. =P

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?
-_-" bullshittttt.

Your Birthdate: December 27

Your birth on the 27th day of the month (9 energy) adds a tone of selflessness and humanitarianism to your life path.

Certainly, you are one who can work very well with people, but at the same time you need a good bit of time to be by yourself to rest and meditate.

There is a very humanistic and philanthropic approach in most of things that you do.

This birthday helps you be broadminded, tolerant, generous and very cooperative.

You are the type of person who uses persuasion rather than force to achieve your ends.

You tend to be very sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you able to give much in the way of friendship without expecting a lot in return.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
;))))))

Your Japanese Name Is...

Kimi Nomiya

What's your Japanese Name?
KIMI!!!!! =P

You Are 19 Years Old

19

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

What Age Do You Act?

EHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!!~ =]

Your Stripper Name is: Paris

Get your own Stripper Name

-_-"

Your Porn Star Name is: Mary Muffmuncher

Get your own Porn Star Name

why can`t i be virgin mary??? >.<

What Type Are You?

You are the Girl Next Door

Cute, fun, and sweet, you're Sandra Bullock, Jennifer Aniston, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one — the perfect Girl Next Door. Naturally pretty, unpretentious, and generous, you demand your share of respect, but you aren't particularly high-maintenance. What's your ideal date? Probably a Blockbuster night — you don't mind skipping an evening on the town if it means getting some old-fashioned snuggling on the sofa. Careful yet spontaneous, you're a little bit of the Guy's Girl, a smidge of Sorority Sister (the nice kind), and just a hint of the Hippie Chick. But you've got an appeal that's all your own, which is why the guys can't stay away. People are attracted to your strong values and traditional ways. Your winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature will make anyone want to hold on tight and never let go.

What's Your Style?
Emily, you've got a Mixed 'n' Modern style

You like to keep people guessing — whether it's your ever-changing look or your ability to mix the old and the new. You like to stay on the cutting edge of fashion and style, but you also enjoy bringing out your edgy side with fun and unexpected pieces.

Always looking to test boundaries and experiment, you don't mind taking a fashion risk or two in order to come up with a unique and influential look. But by the time the rest of the world has caught on, you'll have moved on to your next, big thing. So mix it up!

2005-07-08T15:07:00.000-07:00

School + N level + Prelims [arnd the corner] + Studies + Work = SICK. =]
where`s my true friends???
pls help me find them.i need them. ='( ahahahaha!!!aku gilerr.byei!
2dae werkin at 7 till 11pm.
i wont have tyme to online and update.
and now i`m sick.thankiew.so long and gudbye.i`m lovin it. =]
uhhh.fuckk.life`s really a bitch.
so gudbye life`s abuse.

2005-07-01T18:20:00.000-07:00

hello.all tis pictures were taken on 21 june o5.and thanx for tagging my dearest taggers.i won`t be updating tis days.so don`t ask me y i nvr update and all.im quite busy wif skul and studies shits.so thanx.byei. =]

-_-" no comment uhh. -_- "hello old hair.i miss you.coz you`re longer than the new one.goodbye old hair." -_-" :: r.i.p ::

sakina(my dearest primary skul best fren) and me! =]

me and my dollie.shes been kidnapped at toy r us all tis while.DOLLIE!!!I`VE FOUND YOU AT LAST!!! =D

MARRY ME!!! =D

2005-06-26T16:52:00.000-07:00

MRS FIELDSSSSS!!!!!~
ALL TYME FAVOURITE COOKIES OF EMILY!!!!
>okayy fuck.2moro skulin.fuck fuck fuck.i hate fuckin skul.
and fuckin dad!shut up lahh **** you.i noe lahh wat the fuck i`m doin.don`t fuckin tell me wat to do every minute every second.don ever tell me wat to do.coz i hate to do it ur way.don`t treat me lyke i`m a little USELESS kid.get fucken lost.

2005-06-26T01:50:00.000-07:00

me and isha.blurred.

isha;me =] walkin down the streets of town.

=P

sis and me. =]

kikin;me. sisterly lup. =P

isha;me. BAHH!!~ =]

posted by aku! =P

2005-06-26T01:45:00.000-07:00

HELLO ANGELS!!! =] -_-"

yana;me = gilerr. =]

sucks man tis pic.bleargh!~

ehehe.can you see me?can you see her??? in the werld of blurrness. whaaaa.~

2005-06-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

hallllooo!~ \/ okayy.i`m soo lazy to blogg. -_-" kayy2.a short one i tink.here goes.i`ll be posting up the pics on 24th and yesterday later.sooo.hmm.ferst woke up at arnd 3+.den went to mit up wif isha and syaz;the shorties;and naz too.at bout 5+ at town.den halfway yana joined us.
den we went to eat french fries at mcdonald infront of shaw house.and met deedee and the sisters.

uh huh.they all look so cuteee and stylish.
newae.after tat met up wif fariz and ady 4 awhile.den we went to fareast rose garden to eat real meal.
den after tat went to cineleisure.to watched a hiphop dance comp.saw nat.wuhooo.she really look lyke ct nurhaliza seyy.pwetty and sueewiittt. =]
den met up wif irfan 4 awhile.and i saw farhan[unknown];naufal[mat cinonek];and aidil!sorie aidil i didn`t really recognised you.keke.you guys look gud and congrats to them coz they won.i aso dotno wat they won. -_-" ehehehe.den i met up wif fariz n ady again.only me and fariz and ady proceed to pasir ris park.aloha chalet.
and naz went back to the mrt wif us.she had to go home early.
and the others still at cineleisure watchin the performance.okie.

den otw to the chalet.we wait for the freakin shuttle buz for about 30mins i tink.or more.ahaha.but at last we took the taxi.& okayy.went to the chalet.ady gerlfren`s chalet actually.
the watever pple all matreps. -.-" okayy.no comments lahh.
so after tat blablabla.we wana go to the beach but sadddd.coz its kinda late.and i had to go home.and took the taxi again to pasir ris inter.and i took 21 and ady and fariz took 12. =] okayy.so okayy lahh.so long and gudnite my dear frens. =]

skul startin 2moro.fuck. -__-"

2005-06-25T00:03:00.000-07:00

amek korang!!!~ aku kasi picture besarr gilerr.wahwhahwahw!!!happy viewing!!! =P

"bob", call me "apple". -_-" wahhwahwahwhahw!!!~ -.-

camera and me and my new hairstyle. -_- so called.lyke same sak!!! oni shorter lahh.wahwhawa.and the upper part more apple. -.-" so call me "apple", "bob" . whwhahwa. -.-"

2005-06-25T00:01:00.000-07:00

okayy.so juz now.ermm.i mean yesterday.went out wif my dearest gerlfwens.
ferst met up wif isha and i was wif sis too.so we together went to the saloon at united square.
den chop chop chop hairrr!!!keke.ferst they wash our hair.den cut it.den after tat rinse the hair again.den blow dry straight.den after tat flat iron the fringe and the upper part.all tat for juz 5 bucks.wuuuu.!~ kekeke.good service.
i mean i juz pay 5 bucks for all tat.wuuhooo.~ =P isha was kinda sad though.she miss her LONG hair.
sis dyed back dark brown coz of skul.and a new haircut too.a simple one.
and isha don`t miss ur long hair lahh!!! >:( you look cute wif bangs lahh woiii!!! -_-
and and.the hairstylist cut my hair umm.not the one i actuali wants. -.-" but.wat the heck.it`s only hair. -.-" she didn`t even make my hair thinner!! >:( well hairstylist-to-be, make alot of improvement okayy!kayy2.watever.enough of tat.after tat.sha and syaz met us at the saloon.
and we`re off to town except sha and sis.sha gots to go home coz she gotta fetch her baby brader.and sis had to go to werk.so left me and syaz and isha.
and ouhya.saw laneyy curly wurly cutie.
den we met up wif yana at town.we window shop for sum bags for isha.but sadly no hav.ehe.den we ate at "rose garden" fareast.
met up wif fariz halfway.
went to heeren and met up wif ina and fren.
after tat we went to cineleisure.slacked there for a while until i started to fall asleep. -.-"
poor fariz haven eat all day.tsktsk. -.-" eat now lahhh.njoy. -.- mepek yana. -.-
actuali wana mit farhan or aidil or wat.but den tk jadi.coz da lmbt.coz we wana proceed to esplanade.
ouhya.i saw you!no actuali you saw me ferst. -.-" yeaaa you!!!erin cute!!saw you.keke.cute lahh you.you wif ur family ehk?okiedokie.
den saw linda and frens.she didn`t noticed me and fariz at ferst. -.-" coz she saed i looked different. -_-"and she really really felt sorry bout not noticing me and fariz.ermm.okayy.we forgive you.okayy.finish.wahwhahwaha. -.-"
excuse me.i juz need to write tis werds down.readyy..... dad.juz shut the fuck up!
fuhhh.okayy.den after tat we slacked at the rooftop of esplanade.and saw snazzie.ahahaha!at ferst i didnt recognised you.sorry.but my fren did.aha.so yeaa.i noe you~!and i`ve seen you!ahaha! =)) my apple hair cute?ahahaha.crazyy lahh you. =P
and after tat me;fariz;yana;isha went home at arnd 9.yeaaa.early.i noe.
den saw jasmine.sae hi to all her frens and okayy.
sooo tats how my day has been. =] gudnite! =] bubyei!
2moro gona be a brand new day.goin out wif gerlfrens again. =] ehe.last outin b4 skul reopen again.
the lady fr4 SANA went to my house again.tis tyme my dad at home.and my HOD saed tat i need to attend skul on monday.lyke duhh. -_- and my mom saed tat my dad told her tat the lady fr4 SANA told him tat my HOD saed tat i can`t take my N levels exam.fuck you uh.asal boleh jerr.maner nyer MOE.mepek sakk.aku da baya okayy kpala buto.ughhh.~

2005-06-23T21:51:00.000-07:00

okayy guys and gerls.my wonderful readers.
i`ve made up my mind.i`ve called the salon for an appointment.its at 12 noon 2moro.
it`s not on saturday.
wuuhooo!!!
new hairstyle here i come.
okayy.if they cut wrongly i swear i`m gona cursed them!!! -.-"
wtf. . . lalalaaaa!whahwahwhawha!!!
ouh and thanx kyn for givin me ideas on wat to tell the hairstylist on how to cut my hair.wahhwahwa!bubyei!!!

2005-06-22T20:26:00.000-07:00

okayy.i tink i`m gona cut my hair at "jean yip academy" at novena or sumtink.
and mayb it`s gona be on saturday along wif my sisters.
they`re gona dye their hair.
but it won`t be conferm on saturday coz my sis haven kol them for appointment.uh huh.sooo.okayy.
and i dotno wat style i wan my hair to be cut. -.-"
my sis get tis discount or sumtink.and i REALLY NEED ANOTHER PERSON TO CUT WIF ME.coz its lyke HAIRCUT FOR TWO.
amaciam???yana?sha?isha?naz?syaz?krg nk cut hair tk samer2 ngan aku skali.anything make urself free uh.msn me or kol me okie.
it`s easy you juz pay five bucks.tat`s all. ;)
den after all tat i`m off to mit other pple lahh. =)
but tis is all mayb lahh.if we get our appointment lahh. =))

2005-06-22T20:08:00.000-07:00

i wana marry my stalker. pretty please? =))

me and ishaaaa. =D wif messyy hair?? o.O heeee.

HELLO! WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!! =D

tis pic suck.ouhh welll. it is still my face.whahwhahwhahwa! =D

huh??? o.O

me and isha. =))

don lie on the floor pls, miss. -_-

wonder who the hell took my circle face.wahwhahwahwhahwaha!!!~ o.O

wan`t BITE yana??? please go ahead.you may. =D

hmm.i wondering wats tat behind??? o.O

okie CIRCLE takes the square!!!! HWAHWHAHWAHWAHWHAHWA!!!

smile "minah nak step cinonek" !!!!! =D

eyloe again.i am a boy.with black eyeliner arnd my eyes.kewl ryte??? o.O

hello everyone.i`m avril lavigne. =PPPP and i have fats. =))))

r-e-l-a-x-i-n-g . heyuheyeheyehyeheye!!!

BOOOOO-OOOOO---YAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! behind got wat uhhh???? o_O

presentin the lip the teeth and the tongue. =))

hmmmmmmm. -_- got cars behind. -.-"

OUH LALALALALALALAAAAA.~

SCREAM PPLE SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i lyke cup boards.don`t you?

sent from the above. wahhhhhh. -.-"

eyloe.no gud yana show vulgar sign. tsktsk. -_-

posted by aku! =P

2005-06-22T20:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday was quite fun.ferst met up with my dearryy primary skul frens.fr4 bnps.not fr4 ecps coz many of them simply suck.THERE!I FINALLAYYY ADMIT ITT!!!WUUUHOOO!~
okayy.so.had a blast wif them at town.really fun.laughing non stop here and there eventhough it`s just for a short while.lyke 1pm till 5+pm.and theres only 4 of us but stil we admit tat we had lotsa fun.yupp.
ferst of all!i wana tell you all tat i was not late at tat tyme of mittin them.i was the 2nd person -.-".1st was sakinah.wen i saw her.i was lyke.OUH MY GODD.SHE LOOK CUTE LAHH.AHA.her babat sooo lyke gerek!i play wif her babat.ahahahaha!!!~seriously feel lyke biting it sak.not jokin. \/ uh huh.
den there was bayah and nisa.my yaya and nini. =P
den we proceed to town.[whereelse ryte?]ahaha.we ate at kfc fareast.stuff ourselves wif "2 couple meals"; 1 chicken wing, 2 chicken thighs and 1 chicken breast.aha. ;P kayy.you all don`t undestand. -.-"
so after we ate;we went window shop arnd fareast plaza and off to heeren.listen to music and all at HMV.got tis one cd i check out.i 4got the name.it`s kewl.various artist.i loike.no money.so shuddup.copy the songnames.go home.download.WHAHWAHWHAHWHA!!!idiot. -.-"
while waitin for the rain to stop.we went to paragon "TOYS R US".keke.we took stupid pics.but i haven get it yet.its fr4 sakinah`s digicam.so wait 4 her to online again. =) den window shop at heeren.went to cineleisure.tat stupid i models international agency bugged me again. \/ bored.went back to heeren again.ahahahaha!after tat yana and isha koled me.they told me to mit them at ct hall mrt.so im off.b4 tat,me;my yaya and my nini sent sakinah home.while waitin for the buz.we took pics again.sakinah board the buz and we all went to somerset mrt.and then we all went to different places.actuali me only lahh. -.-" i hugg them and went to mit yana and isha after tat.

okayy.2nd part of the day.keke.yana and isha and me proceed to esplanade.and off to the rooftop.and after tat we went to the library.and we started camwhoring there.ahahaha!sajerr jerr. -_-
i put up the pics ryte after i finish blogging okayy kids!
and sooo.after we camwhoring.we went to the riverside.it was dark.it was great.we tok while waitin for fariz and arfiz to join us.he was at peni at tat tyme.so y not join us ryte.
den me;isha and yana still tokin after fariz and arfiz joined.they did their own things at ferst.listenin to music and all.
and we gerls tok bout the things we did and all and tat made us felt bad about it.uh huh.tok bout religion and all.yeaayy.was kinda "tersedar" 4 awhile.yeaa.lyke pple saed we realised it 4 awhile oni but den after tat we make sins again.yupp. \/ wen am i gona repent?? -.-"
okayy.don`t tok about tis.den after tat isha had to go home.and left me yana fariz and arfiz.
we sent isha home and after tat we didn`t noe where to go.isn`t it great.aha. -.-"
so we decided to stay in ct hall mrt 4 awhile.
den after tat we all decided to play train lahh.go west den north or south.but den after a "really SHORT while" i told them tat i dotwan continue play train coz i headache uh.wahhwahwa.~ -.-"
den they all face lyke --> -.-"
ahahahaha!~ den at last we decided to slack at tamp.eat/drink outside 7-eleven.
fariz joke2 wif yana bout ghost and all.and den after tat all silence.den after tat we all decided to go home as it was late.to me lahh. -.-" den we sent yana to her "takin buz spot".and den they sent me to mine.
and okayy poof! i`m gone.bubyei!!!
[pictures will be up in 5 mins tyme. (= ]

-forgive and forget-
p.s : did i left any parts behind???

2005-06-22T01:01:00.000-07:00

My life got cold; it happened many years ago;
So chill now; we've gotten many years to go;
So take it day by day

We're happy to PRETEND
Everything's gonna be OK!!!

if i told you this was killing me inside.deep.
would you stop it?
i guess you can`t.so dissappointed.

2005-06-20T02:21:00.000-07:00

okayy.gona make it short and simple. 14 jun tats on last tuesday.went out wif emi.settled things out and all.
and yeaaa.tat "mimi comel" pple used to call him in skul.we`re good frens now. =]
and i hope it stays the same no matter wat okayy mister smally eyes. ;P ahahahaaa.
gud luck 4 2moro.2nd year izit??? =S
okayy.so went on.

15 jun;wednesday.
went out wif syaz.mit up wif her ferst at bugis.together wif her older sis.
her sis was soo kind on tat dayy.she bought me and syaz a girl`s boxer at topshop topman.ahahahhahaha.okayy.stop it. -.-"mine`s red and syaz`s blue i tink.wtf am i tokin bout tis. -.-" quit it.

next;met up wif ina;isha and isha`s fwen.dotno y on tat particular day i`m not in the mood to camwhore and all.ahahaha.don ask me either.i dotno.ahaha. -.-"my god. -.-" yana becomin lamer and lamer siaaa. -_-
well.after mittin them;we proceed to syaz and ina fwen`s pit at pasir ris park.
syaz was lyke.....my godd.lyke i dotno how to explain it.she`s lyke..... -.-" kept eatin and eatin and eatin and eatin non stop.but yet she didn`t grow. =P and shes not even fat! >:| ughhh.~
and we attended the pit for only 1hr +.and i really tink tat they don tink tat we tink tat we attended the pit just bcoz we wana eat.dats all.aha.nooo.we`re just in a rush. =]
ina had to go home.took the taxi.tat stupid dumbheaded taxi driver were bein tooo catious.(i noe i didnt get the spelling ryte.ryte?) he wund let us five gerls get in the taxi wen all we wanted was to stop us 4 gerls outside downtown east and tat wasnt sooo freaking farr.damn.aha.watever.
and coz of tat we had to walk the inside road and stopped at the 2nd inner busstop.and i was happilyy doin my hair and lookin in the mirror. o.O
wen suddenly isha was lyke "yana yana..."
b4 i could turn to her and asked.tats wen i saw the ex.and i tink hes giving me tis sarcastic smiling look.and biler drg da jauh.the fren baru berani nk pekik all the shits he long to sae it to me.ahaha.how pathetic and he even had the 'cheeks' to called me pathetic.ahahaha.whahwhahwahwa.~ the end.watever.its over.life has to go on.
okayy.so after tat we went to mit deedee and kama and the other fren.and i asked deedee again wheres ali wen i noe ali was at esplanade.ahahahaaaa.~ -.-" notin better to do.juz tryin to irritate him. -_-
watched them played pool and all.b4 i went home.i asked deedee may i try to shoot it too.den boom! i got it!yeay!!!~ =P actuali i didn`t expect it to "goal". -.-" fuck.i suck. o.O
den went home wif syazzy.she took 17.i took 21.

16 jun last thurday!
went out wif fariz. =]
catched tis movie.

actuali we wana watch ghost train but den then the earlier tyme;the tix were kinda sold out.so we checked out the next tyme but den it wasnt suitable for us as we had to go home early.
so we took our 2nd choice as to watch "premonition".okayy.its raining now. -.-" and fariz where are you??are you home yet?i msged you.you wont reply.where you? =]} -_-
okayy.back to the story.ahaha.actuali the storyline kinda umm.i dotno uh.but the movie okayy uh.worth the money.i was sooo concentratin on the movie.ahaha.i dotno y. -.-"
the farnee part was wen the guy wana read the newspaper and the paper kept flyin and he suddenly stopped it. -_- okayy.watch it.you`ll get the idea. -.-"
had a great tyme. =]

ehem.sum1 asked me a question on the way back home.at the mrt station.he asked me "wat`s the scariest train?"
and my answer is "ghost train".
-.-" ahahhaaha.~ okayy.so its not farnee.but yeaaa.we admit it.we are lame.keke. =P
17 jun last friday.sit at home.doin notin.i 4got wat i did. -.-" didn`t went out.
so onnn.

18 jun last saturday.was supposed to go out wif nazria;but she told me her uncle passed away.okayy.so cancelled.
but i did went out.and wif fariz. =)
his punk frens called him many tymes.whooaaa.really lyke wana mit him lyke dat.lyke really you noe.lyke miss him or sumtink lyke tat.yeaa.lyke tat lahh.ahahaha.` okayy. -.-"
isha wana mit me but at last was cancelled too.she met up wif her frenz instead.

19 jun;yesterday.didn`t went out.but i did housewerk.lotsaaa i tell you.ahaha.i dotno y i was so damn hardwerkin yesterdayy.
mayb i just pity my mom coz she werk non stop.
and i was alwaez alone at home.so y not do housewerk.ahahahaaa.kinda lazy though.but yeaaa.told ya it was surprising tat i did housewerk yesterdayy.
im tellin you.i hate pple to order me to do tis and tat.very irritating.who loves it ryte?aha.i lyke it wen i did the werk heartedly; not forcing.uh huhh.yupyupp. >:| if not;i won`t do it.call me stubborn or wat.i don`t care.as long as you don`t fuckin force me to do it. -.-" especially the things tat i hate to do.but if for werk;mayb i can;coz mayb i have interest on it.okayy. -.-"

so tats all lahh.i really dotno wat to type anymore.
long enuff??? -.- hope soo.
i tink the beshh tyme you wana update bout ur everyday life is wen the tyme is lyke arnd early2 morning lyke tat.wen theres no disturbance of anytink.and you can recap all the things you did last couple of days.
yupp.okayy.so long now.byei! =]

-.duck and hippo.- =]

2005-06-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

been bz lately. =]
i`ll try to update if i got the tyme.
thanx for tagging my dear frens. =]
good luck for the june intake ITE college students on making new frens tomoro.
ferst dayy huh. =P aha.
bubyei!

2005-06-12T05:33:00.000-07:00

am listenin to "take me away;nobody`s home";avril lavigne.this two songs really shows how i feel ryte now;the lyrics i mean;i really love the whether 2nite.silence and all tat;nice;rethink bout wat you did tat make pple hate you and hurting their feelings.uh huh.am tinkin now.yes my friends.i am confused. =) i don understand myself either.uh huh.really.i think...i am just playing a fool with my life ryte now.yea. =)

it`s already 5.31am.and i still can`t sleep.

I cannot find a way to describe it
It's there inside, all I do is hide
I wish that it would just go away
What would you do, you do, if you knew
What would you do

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable, come and take me away

I feel like I am all alone
All by myself I need to get around this
My words are cold, I don't want them to hurt you
If I show you, I don't think you'd understand
Cause no one understands

i am truly sorry.truly.i feel bad.and i know it`s all my fault.i messed it up.misunderstanding.

and...
i did too many mistakes.
i just watched myself make the same mistakes again.
say anything you wan`t me to hear.
cause i know i`m in the wrong.
i know.i realised it.so goodnight.byei.

p.s :i don`t think i will be blogging anymore this few days.i just don`t want any more misunderstandings. (=
if i would to;it will be a short ones.
shitt.my lip is bleeding.fuck.~ -.-" ahahaha. =))
i don`t know what to say anymore.so goodbye everyone. *~~smiles~~*

2005-06-10T19:29:00.000-07:00

hello all.~
i love you all.
okayy.i can`t wait for tomoro.
goin out wif my gerlfwenz.
i miss you all.
ahahahhaa.~
okayy.
todae sit at home doin notin.
okayy.
bubyei!

2005-06-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

replies to taggers :

froggy;ahaha.yeaaa.~ but den i`m still 15++.tsktsk.`sad sak.
spike;wahwhahwa.~ okayy.tat`s all i have to sae. -.-"
nads;yup.okayy.sure do!i link ya. ;))
sweetkisses; uh huh.yupyup. ;P
angel;iqa;ahaha.nahh.i tink it still nids sum "thing" in it.hmm. -.-"
nat & hanis;wahwhawa.~ thanx. :P will link you okie hanis.
laney;different outside???wat you mean siaa. -.-" but i noe one thing my hair different uh. -.-" slim??? =.= ahaha.you gotta be kidding. -.-
unknown;-.-".you`re still here??? -.- ahaha!nahh.notin lahh.keke.
ally;ahahahaha.~ -.-" i link ya okayy. ;)
snazzie;i`ve answered it oredi.but not fully explained.keke.
aziEe;okayy.thanx.aha.ill link ya. =)
mel; wahwhahwa.yupyup.new layout.keke. -.-
liyana-cuz;ahaha.keke.okayy2.sorie.aha.ill link ya too. =))

okayy.so.the answer 4 the question is tat most moms are right handed.yeaa.okayy.watever.
and yup yana sweetkisses you are right.aha.
newae.gona make a fast one bout yesterday and todae.had fun on both days.
on wednesday went out wif my sis.went shoppin and all.
whee heee.~ its been quite a long tyme since we both spend tyme together though.
=)) ferst we went to heeren.halfway there;we were approached by i models international.and blabla.
i was shocked.sis juz grabbed me by the hand and saed we`re not interested.ahahaha!!!~ BOOO!AHAHAHA!~
damn.i models international is juz so merepek you noe.seriously.BAHH.~ -.-"
den followed sis bought her volcom sling bag for skul.and her converse shoes.it`s black.4 skul too.and it`s fucken nicee.i`m jeles. >:( ahaha.~ milyy jakun sakk.whahwa. -.-"
she bought her girl boxer and underwear at topshop.ahaha.(syaz.she bought it!~ *winks*).bought 2 bracelets;one for her and another for rayyan.aha.sweet sakk.
and we didn`t noe the size of rayyan`s wrist.so we used tis one chinese salesguy`s wrist.and he`s lyke tryin to flirt wif sis.aha.cute sak. =P
after tat bought my fourskin shirt and bought a shirt there too for rayyan.
den the list went on and on.aha.
and theres no longer "magic wok"??? =S <br>its lyke bein replaced by "nana thai restaurant" i tink. -.-"
but the food there still taste gr8.
after tat we wana shop at mango.but sadly the shop`s closed.aha.coz it was past 10 o clock.kayy. =.=
so we took the train and went home after tat.okayy.finish. -end-
-.-"

kayy.so 2dae.on thursday.kayy2.wait.on my way home;i juz remembered tat cite "lost" is today wen i watched it in the buz.
aha.but sadly.the stupid driver didn`t turn on the sound. -.-" so i was lyke a deaf person watchin "lost". -.-" alone.in the double decker buz. =.=
okayy.
so today i had fun wif fariz. hmm. =))
met up wif him at bedok inter.and off to town.we arrived there at about 7 i tink.
den went to cineleisure.
ate our dinner at kfc aka "kentucky fried chicks" -.-".did i juz wrote tat,fariz??? -.-
i was full at dat tyme.i mean really;totally.okayy. -.-
den met up wif his punk frenz there.
watched a punkrock bands or wat performance outside cineleisure.
i tink only TWO bands performed BETTER den the rest.yupp.2.ahahaa.~
one of the bands are their buddies.soo.yeaa.okayy. -.-
i really dotno wat to say animore.
but overall; its been a great nite.ehe. =))
so...so longg and goodnightt.ahahaha.~ ;))

2005-06-07T20:18:00.000-07:00

okayy.question for the day.

why do MOST guys part their hair on the left side instead on the right???

i noe you guys will say "their problem uh!" and etc.BUTTT!!!!!there`s a REASON behind it.

*TICKTOCKTICKTOCK*

THE ANSWER ISSSSSSSS..................................................

WAIT FOR TOMORO ENTRY.kekekeke.~

p.s : if you guys listen to the radio tis morning;you`ll noe the answer. ;))

byeiii!!!~

2005-06-07T14:36:00.000-07:00

WAT`S WRONG WIF ANGELFIRE SEYY?? -.-"
OKAYY.BYEI.